Friday Jul 24, 2009

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So, I'm poor right now. Yeah, aren't we all...

Anyway, I have to take a hiatus from SG. For those I call friends, you can find me here. If you don't have an account on that site (and don't want one), look for me on yahoo messenger, as airbornekitten.

Ciao kiss

Saturday May 16, 2009

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2shadowland:
wow biggrin
eala:
MUY better, thanks smile

I'm definitely going - my art is amongst that being auctioned... and I'll probably be in the human auction too wink

Thursday Jan 29, 2009

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So this is what happens when you lose the light at the end of your tunnel... you learn to see in the dark.
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That word - Love - should be culled from the human language. It's more murderous than any physical weapon.
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And in the end, all I really know for sure is exactly how much this hurts.
ferkixlll:
That rots that these painful things are happining to you.
It is a shame that your Baby's daddy wants to walk on the whole
deal. I feel cheated when I have to return my daughter early, or
get her at a later time. Be thankful that he isn't taking Baby with him.
BF trying to cope with being in the Shit by ignoring those back home
is distressing. You've been there and understand; he should have found the
contact grounding. frown
Love is vastly misused but don't condem it. From the shards of this shattered
Heart you will grow another one. Maybe it won't be broken and maybe it will.
But that's what makes us human. The Love that you have for your son
is going to help you weather this.
If you really need to vent; I'll listen or go to the 'Dating Sucks Group'.
I'm sure that there is a 'Single Parent Group' and a 'Mom's" if you need
support.
You'll pull through. For what it is worth a Big Virtual Hug.

Thursday Jan 29, 2009

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Wow.

It's been so long since I've been on this site. So much has happened... I'd rather not get into too much detail right this second. Maybe some other time. No, probably not, because it would just sound like a lot of whining on my part. Let's just say I'm hoping that "in like a lion, out like a lamb" can apply to the entire...
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Sunday Oct 05, 2008

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Thanks for all the Welcome Home's everyone kiss

I'm finally started to get somewhat settled back in. It's still surreal being home. My perspective has changed completely, and I feel that I'm no longer the same person I was before. It's taking some getting used to. Helping a dear friend of mine work through his Iraq-related PTSD has brought out some pretty strong emotions of my...
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ferkixlll:
I bet he is thrilled to protect you from Dragons and such.
Cherish him.
yesenia:
haha aww! i am soo glad you are home. i cant even begin to imagine the adjusting you will be going through for some time. i wish you all the best of the best. kiss

Saturday Aug 23, 2008

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yesenia:
im soo glad you are home! i got your letter! i will be sending you the painting tomorrow! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo!!!!!
ferkixlll:
I hope that being Home is soothing your soul. Be excellent.

Sunday Jul 27, 2008

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Is there not a sort of blood shed when the conscience is wounded? Through this wound a man's real manhood and immortality flow out, and he bleeds to an everlasting death.
-Henry David Thoreau, "Civil Disobediance"


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this is erosion,
-degradation of the mind-
insiduous, rooting veins
corrupting emotions
and wearing away even the
most stoic temper.

Can there be a day of peace?
can...
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magusdesign007:
never so many blind souls...

and You would unfortunately have a unique perspective as well, my dear sweet girl. You I imagine, or perhaps I generalize in my imaginings, have an unfortunately more intimate relationship with blinder souls than I ever hope to meet.

How are you? When do you come home? How are things over there?
ferkixlll:
We do go forword, but the slideing back with every step
gets so old, and makes progress frustratingly slow.
"Even a Blind Man knows when the Sun is Shineing".
Strive to be the Sun.

Sorry Beltaine got SNAFU'd by paperwork, better luck
next time. Glad to hear that the Chapline supports those
of you in the Goddess.

Apathy is as old as Boots being in the Shit, and too far from
the Real World. I only have to deal with being away from my
daughter { 10 yrs } 4-5 days a week [ she lives with her mother ]
and it drains me. The things that your boy is growing through
that you aren't a part of, has to be driving you up a wall.
I hope that you can make peace with it, and be real for him.
Blessed Be.

Monday Jun 30, 2008

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There's so much that frustrates me about this place, and so little that feeds the light I once saw. I wish I could see into the hearts that built this country only to turn on each other, only to prey on their neighbors' weaknesses. So many times have I heard them say they want their country to progress - they always use "America" as an...
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Sunday Jun 15, 2008

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magusdesign007:
THank You Eala... How are you?
magusdesign007:
Things are calming down a bit here, i am still stressed though and cleaning up the mess of a botched business partnership, but my now ex partner is a HUGE Lakers fan, so tonight I feel somewhat vindicated. I am in the process of moving this week as well and can't wait to be done. Thinking of you over seas though makes me feel like a dork for complaining AT ALL.

Oh hey, I have a first date this Saturday with an artist chick I met on-line. I rarely get nervous for dates, unless I think I might actually LIKE the girl beyond something sexual, and it's funny, this is the first time in a long time I've felt nervous like this. I'm guessing it has something to do with the insecurity of just wanting to be myself with someone instead of playing Prince Charming to artificially "woo" them.

I look forward to seeing your painting, I've been doing some Conte stuff lately on toned paper. I have to put it in the galleries to show you. Let meknow when you finish the piece you referenced so i can check it out-

Tuesday Jun 03, 2008

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Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...


When did the world become obscure?
When did the people become human?
Isn't this the same world I saw through clear eyes?
Aren't these the heroes I thought would never fall?

Too much confusion, obligation, corruption -
Too much imbued obfuscation -
My world doesn't match the one I begged -
Family is a word without borders - nebulous.

I can't -...
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Sunday May 04, 2008

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squareroot:
Thats an awesome story. Nice way to spend Beltane. At least the MPs weren't pricks about it....
squareroot:
Glad you liked my story! If you want, look backward in my blog, theres more!
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