ok so now ive entered a new level of insanity.
My dog is going to the pound to be killed shortly lest i find a way to keep him at my place which doesnt really like to let ppl have animals. especially one as big as mine.
uhm like an idiot i continue to be friends with this enormous idiot that thinks im juss gonna sit around and let oh anyone walk all over me without fighting back.
uhm i dont know if im depressed anynmore. ive stopped telling the difference between my feelings and concerns.
ive been getting wasted alot lately and i dunno. i dunno wut to say anymore.
i need to move on but im having such a hard time doing it. i dont know how to. i dont know what to do. i juss want it to get better. holy crap.
im so lost rite now.
i have no job, im pretty sure im pissed, i have a crap load of stuff to pay by the 5th of november... well between the 27th and the 5th and to complete things i feel like i just ate my own heart. like it was ripped out and fed to me.
how do u go about actually leaving someone that uve loved for 2 years? how do u do it? i wish someone would explain it to me because i cant seem to do it and stay away. like an idiot i come running back because i think things will change.
will they ever change or am i just being nieve. i think im juss being nieve. but i dont know how to change it at all. im trying but i dont seem to be able to fix my problem. some please juss explain how i can possibly go about getting over him. honestly. i mean i know its gonna hurt and for a while imma have a void and a sudden need to fill it but i juss need to know how to get passed this rite now. please....
anyone....
My dog is going to the pound to be killed shortly lest i find a way to keep him at my place which doesnt really like to let ppl have animals. especially one as big as mine.
uhm like an idiot i continue to be friends with this enormous idiot that thinks im juss gonna sit around and let oh anyone walk all over me without fighting back.
uhm i dont know if im depressed anynmore. ive stopped telling the difference between my feelings and concerns.
ive been getting wasted alot lately and i dunno. i dunno wut to say anymore.
i need to move on but im having such a hard time doing it. i dont know how to. i dont know what to do. i juss want it to get better. holy crap.
im so lost rite now.
i have no job, im pretty sure im pissed, i have a crap load of stuff to pay by the 5th of november... well between the 27th and the 5th and to complete things i feel like i just ate my own heart. like it was ripped out and fed to me.
how do u go about actually leaving someone that uve loved for 2 years? how do u do it? i wish someone would explain it to me because i cant seem to do it and stay away. like an idiot i come running back because i think things will change.
will they ever change or am i just being nieve. i think im juss being nieve. but i dont know how to change it at all. im trying but i dont seem to be able to fix my problem. some please juss explain how i can possibly go about getting over him. honestly. i mean i know its gonna hurt and for a while imma have a void and a sudden need to fill it but i juss need to know how to get passed this rite now. please....
anyone....
worlds:
Why does your dog have to die? That's crazy, that's horrible, that's so fucking sad, I can't even say anything else.
noone_3383:
awww things will get better sweetie im sure of it