Hullo.
I'm excited because today I have an interview with a woman about going to this art school in the fall. I need to get a portfolio together to take in with me (required).
So, I hope they are not too unforgiving with that. That is, the reason I am going to art school is to become a better artist.......meaning better portfolio.......
So, I'll just...
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I'm excited because today I have an interview with a woman about going to this art school in the fall. I need to get a portfolio together to take in with me (required).
So, I hope they are not too unforgiving with that. That is, the reason I am going to art school is to become a better artist.......meaning better portfolio.......
So, I'll just...
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Spinning round and round,
these circles of indecision prevent my evolution.
This whirlpool of mass destruction
barracades a revolution.
I pick through the peices
for some sort of solution.
I'm sick of playing host to this
relentless intrusion.
This uninvited source
that feeds my confusion.
I can't see the sky
from inside this pollution.
My eyes are blind to a resolution.
madness_____:
I like reading it better than trying to write it.
mephausto:
it's strange how stuck one can feel when they feel like they're moving as fast as they can towards the next place they want to be.
and if i could dip a paintbrush into your words, most people would be speechless at the sight.
be seeing you at stewd's again?
and if i could dip a paintbrush into your words, most people would be speechless at the sight.
be seeing you at stewd's again?
Do...............like................because..............to
you.............being..............you....................be
ever............different.........don't...................the
feel.............just................want...................fucking
.....same?
you.............being..............you....................be
ever............different.........don't...................the
feel.............just................want...................fucking
.....same?
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fallen1:
Yes, there's nothing more painful than trying to fit yourself into the cookie cutter projection of acceptance that society dangles before our starcrossed eye's! ( and besides you always end up having something cut off when you try)
Later
J
Later
J
nex_flamma:
Constantly.
And twice on Sundays.
And twice on Sundays.
Sluured speach.
Aching head.
One more drink, before going to bed.
Laughter echoes through the walls.
Passed out drunks lie in the halls.
Music blares and rattles ears,
as people are still mumbling "cheers."
Tripping.
Falling.
Stumbling on.
Your bed, tonight, will be the lawn.
...................For all the lushes out there.
(and you know who you are)..................
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desidia:
mmmm... never lushing it enough myself.
it'd be nice to see you again at the party.
you were one of the better people.
etc.
it'd be nice to see you again at the party.
you were one of the better people.
etc.
samskara:
you like swans, that's good.
I'm going out for my friends 21st b-day tonight.....
hmmmmm.....I hope I make it back.
The plan is to stop in at whatever bar we happen to pass, and have 1 drink....move on the the next bar, and have another....so on and so on. I guess we'll quit when we start crawling............
I haven't really gone to many bars up here in Portland yet.....so it...
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hmmmmm.....I hope I make it back.
The plan is to stop in at whatever bar we happen to pass, and have 1 drink....move on the the next bar, and have another....so on and so on. I guess we'll quit when we start crawling............
I haven't really gone to many bars up here in Portland yet.....so it...
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kengineer:
Portland is a pretty good town for a pub crawl. This should work out well for you. Your first few days in town were pretty tough; give us an update on if anything really bad happened, or if your Portland Luck has turned.
fallen1:
hey kitty Kat have a good time tonight!! Happy b-day! There is no better way to celebrate you 21st than a pub crawl! Should be loadded with shits and giggles!
later
J
P.S any luck with the job hunting? I got a call back this afternoon, interviews tommorow morning! yipee
later
J
P.S any luck with the job hunting? I got a call back this afternoon, interviews tommorow morning! yipee
Take a walk on the wild side...............
desidia:
you are such a libra.
mrgreen:
I'm such a gemini.
i think.
(i have no clue)
peace, music & 420
i think.
(i have no clue)
peace, music & 420
I wish that I could choose what to dream about. Or at least influence them in some way....because I always want my dreams from the night before to continue to the next night.
It would be like some epic subconcious dreamlife that would parallel my own concious life, but in a dreamstate, and every time I fell asleep, it would pick up where it left...
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It would be like some epic subconcious dreamlife that would parallel my own concious life, but in a dreamstate, and every time I fell asleep, it would pick up where it left...
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mephausto:
you know
strangely
I can't tell you how many times I've thought that.
strangely
I can't tell you how many times I've thought that.
kengineer:
Be careful what you wish for. I think a recurring "serial dream" would play havoc with your perception of reality. It may be that we don't string our dreams together because it interferes with survival in some way. Or more likely it's because our dreams have no basis in reality. Every night we go quietly insane, and in the morning most of us get better.
Bleh.
Ever feel like sleeping all day? Hey, it's thereputic to do nothing and just relax, right? I love it, if I had a choice, I'd just want to sleep like 12 hours a day.......
But, not today......today, I'm going to dissappear into a whirlwind of photographic opportunity.
A girl, a camera, and a dream. Ha.
See you out there.
Ever feel like sleeping all day? Hey, it's thereputic to do nothing and just relax, right? I love it, if I had a choice, I'd just want to sleep like 12 hours a day.......
But, not today......today, I'm going to dissappear into a whirlwind of photographic opportunity.
A girl, a camera, and a dream. Ha.
See you out there.
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mephausto:
i like the phrase somewhat damaged, even though you didn't use it. besides, it's a pretty brutal song sometimes.
yeah, i'm not too hip on the human race. we're pretty disappointing at times. definitely a sleep inducing phenomenon. then again, it's strange how we don't give up on one another, even though we may truly be disgusted by the things we do.
I don't think you need to sell a kidney, you just need to delve into urban survival and find out just how little money it takes to sustain oneself. either that, or start socializing with some of us and let us feed you. it's the least we can do.
time for me to hit jupiter for my stupider session. damn contractual obligations...
yeah, i'm not too hip on the human race. we're pretty disappointing at times. definitely a sleep inducing phenomenon. then again, it's strange how we don't give up on one another, even though we may truly be disgusted by the things we do.
I don't think you need to sell a kidney, you just need to delve into urban survival and find out just how little money it takes to sustain oneself. either that, or start socializing with some of us and let us feed you. it's the least we can do.
time for me to hit jupiter for my stupider session. damn contractual obligations...
mephausto:
you'd like to do which again? the agenda or meeting me?
I'm pretty sure I disagree that my words are right. I may be a solipsist at times, but I don't necessarily think that my words are anything but that, words. thank you for your words, however... they make a guy grin.
I'm pretty sure I disagree that my words are right. I may be a solipsist at times, but I don't necessarily think that my words are anything but that, words. thank you for your words, however... they make a guy grin.
uhhhhh.........hmmmmmmm........
tired........
tired........
Ahhh....
..... so beautiful outside..... It makes me just want to find some grass and roll around on it basking in the sun.......I think that is what I will do today....Do you remember rolling down grassy hills when you were a kid? I think that when it is nice and sunny out, it makes me feel like a kid again, and I get all goofy...
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..... so beautiful outside..... It makes me just want to find some grass and roll around on it basking in the sun.......I think that is what I will do today....Do you remember rolling down grassy hills when you were a kid? I think that when it is nice and sunny out, it makes me feel like a kid again, and I get all goofy... Read More
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crysm1:
i have a fond love for cheese. so many different flavors, so little time
corvus_pdx:
I made paper airplanes...
Hell, I still do
Hell, I still do
:hel: