The sun is out!
....wait, it's raining again.......
....hmmmm now it's hailing......
ok....I think it's letting up.....ok raining again......
yay, the sun is coming out......hmmmm still raining....
was that thunder I just heard?.......
Ok the sun is definatly coming out to stay this time.....
fuck.....it's hailing like crazy now......and the sun is, gone.......ok....now it's just raining....with a huge black sky over head.......and yes, now I...
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....wait, it's raining again.......
....hmmmm now it's hailing......
ok....I think it's letting up.....ok raining again......
yay, the sun is coming out......hmmmm still raining....
was that thunder I just heard?.......
Ok the sun is definatly coming out to stay this time.....
fuck.....it's hailing like crazy now......and the sun is, gone.......ok....now it's just raining....with a huge black sky over head.......and yes, now I...
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mephausto:
i'm sitting here, immersed in music, thinking it would be cool to see you again, hoping you're well.
johnnyflash:
portland weather is fucking great! Its just like me, cant make up its mind what the hell to do. Do you really like ween? white pepper is a beautiful album. soft/serious but melodic. agree?
So.............
I have a job now.......and replaced my free time with a pay check, and a LOT of work. I'm on my 7th day in a row now.....working at 5:00 and 6:00 AM.......ARG.
I really like the job though....it is fun and easy, but also pays well.....what more could I ask for in a job?.......well, maybe a few more days off and later hours, but...
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I have a job now.......and replaced my free time with a pay check, and a LOT of work. I'm on my 7th day in a row now.....working at 5:00 and 6:00 AM.......ARG.
I really like the job though....it is fun and easy, but also pays well.....what more could I ask for in a job?.......well, maybe a few more days off and later hours, but...
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mephausto:
yeah, time gets consumed by the paycheck... but, hey, let me know if you want to do a meal sometime and chill out. it can be done, even on a working schedule.
la.
la.
nala:
hey girlie I miss you! we need to hang out. Although my schedule is very busy this month, and you're now working Hooray! Good for you...cute new pic too, you're the cutest...take care love 
I think it's time for a new profile pic........
OOOOOHHHH another thing....I HAVE A JOB......!
......wait a minute.......am I really HAPPY about this?
I'm sure I'll be hating it soon........I am just excited about being able to pay rent next month. No living on the street after all........
OOOOOHHHH another thing....I HAVE A JOB......!
......wait a minute.......am I really HAPPY about this?
I'm sure I'll be hating it soon........I am just excited about being able to pay rent next month. No living on the street after all........
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fallen1:
sweet! congrats on the job!
amber5:
yay for jobs! i got a call about one last week that i'm supposed to start soon, pays well and works with my schedule, Whoo hoo! money is going to be fun! down side is that its full time and i still have like a month and a half left of school which in the past hasalways caused me to fail a bunch of classes. no way i'm turning it down though, this jawn is perfect for the summer so i'm just gonna suck it up.
congradulations and have fun bringing home the cash money!
congradulations and have fun bringing home the cash money!
So....hmmm....where to begin?
Holy hell. Let's start with this hangover situation. First of all, I don't get hungover very often, but when I do, ARG.
Second of all, and this probably being the reason for the hangover, ....I went out with some friends last night and can't remember where I was or how I got home.......
I feel like spending all day at the library...
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Holy hell. Let's start with this hangover situation. First of all, I don't get hungover very often, but when I do, ARG.
Second of all, and this probably being the reason for the hangover, ....I went out with some friends last night and can't remember where I was or how I got home.......
I feel like spending all day at the library...
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perilsensitive:
It's been a long time, but I have been to San Fran, Sacramento, Vallejo - in Cali - and Portland and Seattle as well. Portland and Seattle were business trips, I have famliy in California.
Whew I haven't been there since I was 15 (in fact my 15th birthday was while I was there). I remember watching Terminator2 at the theatre. I went to the community pool every day and got so dark and my hair so light that my skin was darker than my hair =p
You are not the Royce that I knew in Texas obviously, but it is nice to have met ya in any case =)
Whew I haven't been there since I was 15 (in fact my 15th birthday was while I was there). I remember watching Terminator2 at the theatre. I went to the community pool every day and got so dark and my hair so light that my skin was darker than my hair =p
You are not the Royce that I knew in Texas obviously, but it is nice to have met ya in any case =)
madness_____:
Didn't get laid, but fun none the less.
Catcha later.
Catcha later.
"Emancipate yourself from mental slavery,
non but ourselves can free our minds."
non but ourselves can free our minds."
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mephausto:
people say things in that respect fairly often, so it must be true, even if I can't exactly see why.
I hope you know the same thing, because it is the same, if not moreso, for you.
I hope you know the same thing, because it is the same, if not moreso, for you.
perilsensitive:
Heh. Texas is hot.
If anyone remembers back to when I was sited on the MAX for not validating my ticket, I have the short version of the happy ending to the story......
....The judge dropped the whole thing and I had to pay ZERO. Zilch, Nada. Just had to wait in court for 2 hours listening to other people whining. There were about 15 people there that were...
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....The judge dropped the whole thing and I had to pay ZERO. Zilch, Nada.
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frank_castle:
well that will happen anyway, cause Goddesses have moeny rain down form the heavens
mephausto:
somehow it could all work out.
somehow, yes, it will all work out.
somehow, yes, it will all work out.
Shit......I'm drujk.
oopsl.
Ok I'm done now.
I should go to sleep.
I am going to sleep.
night...........
oopsl.
Ok I'm done now.
I should go to sleep.
I am going to sleep.
night...........
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josh:
*pats you on the head*
There, there, now be sure to sleep through your hangover.
There, there, now be sure to sleep through your hangover.
frank_castle:
what does beer taste like?
GOOD MORNING. 
For the first time, in quite a while, I feel really good this morning.
Do you know that feeling sometimes when you first open your eyes in the morning feeling all bright eyed and bushy tailed?
I usually have to make several attempts to get up which gets me to my hands and knees, but I usually collapse again......then I'll crawl into the...
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For the first time, in quite a while, I feel really good this morning.
Do you know that feeling sometimes when you first open your eyes in the morning feeling all bright eyed and bushy tailed?
I usually have to make several attempts to get up which gets me to my hands and knees, but I usually collapse again......then I'll crawl into the...
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kengineer:
Sex temporarily elates and relaxes you. People learn that and start using it like a drug. It's not usually a problem if they have a regular partner. But "sex addicts" usually refers to people who get out of control and start getting sex from strangers, professionals, men, women, anyone they meet. It can get pretty ugly.
As far as "This is the day", I had a more productive Monday than I've had in months. Must be going around. The extra daylight doesn't hurt. Maybe we are finally adjusting to Daylight Savings Time and this is the first Monday in a month our bodies haven't been screaming that we're getting up an hour too early.
As far as "This is the day", I had a more productive Monday than I've had in months. Must be going around. The extra daylight doesn't hurt. Maybe we are finally adjusting to Daylight Savings Time and this is the first Monday in a month our bodies haven't been screaming that we're getting up an hour too early.
Hullo.
I'm excited because today I have an interview with a woman about going to this art school in the fall. I need to get a portfolio together to take in with me (required).
So, I hope they are not too unforgiving with that. That is, the reason I am going to art school is to become a better artist.......meaning better portfolio.......
So, I'll just...
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I'm excited because today I have an interview with a woman about going to this art school in the fall. I need to get a portfolio together to take in with me (required).
So, I hope they are not too unforgiving with that. That is, the reason I am going to art school is to become a better artist.......meaning better portfolio.......
So, I'll just...
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stewd:
I dunno I'm getting lonely as of late... a girlfriend would be nice right about now... its been 8 mos since i was in anykind of relationship... I'm in a new place now... It'd be nice to have a girlfirend now... i dunno... such is the neurosis of Al...
hel:
that has got to be the raddest poem i have ever heard 
:hel:
:hel:
Spinning round and round,
these circles of indecision prevent my evolution.
This whirlpool of mass destruction
barracades a revolution.
I pick through the peices
for some sort of solution.
I'm sick of playing host to this
relentless intrusion.
This uninvited source
that feeds my confusion.
I can't see the sky
from inside this pollution.
My eyes are blind to a resolution.
madness_____:
I like reading it better than trying to write it.
mephausto:
it's strange how stuck one can feel when they feel like they're moving as fast as they can towards the next place they want to be.
and if i could dip a paintbrush into your words, most people would be speechless at the sight.
be seeing you at stewd's again?
and if i could dip a paintbrush into your words, most people would be speechless at the sight.
be seeing you at stewd's again?
Do...............like................because..............to
you.............being..............you....................be
ever............different.........don't...................the
feel.............just................want...................fucking
.....same?
you.............being..............you....................be
ever............different.........don't...................the
feel.............just................want...................fucking
.....same?
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fallen1:
Yes, there's nothing more painful than trying to fit yourself into the cookie cutter projection of acceptance that society dangles before our starcrossed eye's! ( and besides you always end up having something cut off when you try)
Later
J
Later
J
nex_flamma:
Constantly.
And twice on Sundays.
And twice on Sundays.
Sluured speach.
Aching head.
One more drink, before going to bed.
Laughter echoes through the walls.
Passed out drunks lie in the halls.
Music blares and rattles ears,
as people are still mumbling "cheers."
Tripping.
Falling.
Stumbling on.
Your bed, tonight, will be the lawn.
...................For all the lushes out there.
(and you know who you are)..................
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desidia:
mmmm... never lushing it enough myself.
it'd be nice to see you again at the party.
you were one of the better people.
etc.
it'd be nice to see you again at the party.
you were one of the better people.
etc.
samskara:
you like swans, that's good.