Tuesday Jan 28, 2003

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Well, it was a nice stay and i enjoy all the people that i have met along the way, but I don't think I will be renewing for another month. It's time to leave for me.
Take care everyone, and keep me on your aim lists.
I would love to chat with you.
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alyssum:
I'll catch you on IM, so sad to see you leave here though! frown
mei:
ja! what on earth are you thinking leaving without doing a suicideboy set?

i'll maybe try to find you on aim, but i'm almost never never on there... usually i use jabber anyway, and NOBODY is on that.

Saturday Jan 25, 2003

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Well, it looks as if my girlfriend is not allowed to participate in the suicide girl experience. She got the word yesterday in an e-mail.
The acceptance process is fucked. Apply if you want a head trip.
And that's not bitterness talking.
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mrzablowdowski:
...thats got to hurt
might leave a mark...
tunnelslats:
Yeah, that sounds messed up indeed. But it's a whollly subjective process, and there aren't any rules I'm sure, so you gotta expect that.
Look on the bright side, now you've got some fun pictures for yourself!

Thursday Jan 23, 2003

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I have joined the suicide boys. Although I am not afraid to do a set, I wonder how extreme the reaction would be if I did do one. It intrigues me to see the sites reaction to a bigger guy strutting his stuff. What do you think?
Meanwhile, update on my gf's SG endeavor:
We sent in a hyper-cute set of her that just floored...
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alyssum:
Absolutely! Some of us like guys with meat on their bones, dammit!

Man, I can't wait to see the pics biggrin
hardluck5413:
I'm taking mine in two weeks. I'm excited. It's going to be a lot of fun.

Sunday Jan 19, 2003

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Tonight was spent taking photographs of my girlfriend for her first Suicide Girls set! I wont tell any of you details until we hear word of whether or not she's fully accepted.
But hot damn, they are sweeeeet! I dont think i've ever seen her so damn cute and adorable.
Tomorrow will be the cutting floor for the pics, gotta work it down to 30...
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tunnelslats:
Who am I kidding? I ain't going nowhere!
wink
mrzablowdowski:
Sweet memory. Kind word.
I never believed what they said about you back then.

Saturday Jan 18, 2003

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I am hopeful. But not kidding myself.
She is my favorite. And cute.
The world rocks when she's here in my arms.
And let me never say that I dont appriciate her.
She's what makes everthing fun.
Like that one NIN song, everything just falls apart.
And she means too much to me to ignore.
YES, she's that important.
hardluck5413:
It's good to have someone like that in your life. I'm desperately looking for some one like that.
hardluck5413:
Thanks! I can't wait, it should be a good time!

Sunday Jan 12, 2003

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I have so much on my mind. I just wanna have fun.
I don't wanna worry about myself.
I don't want to worry about anyone else.
I want to smile a lot.
And I want you to be there. For one last time.
(written a day before the breakup with my girlfriend)
tunnelslats:
so do it!
cherryb0mb:
did you just break up? i hope you are ok. smile

Saturday Jan 11, 2003

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So my girlfriend is applying to be an SG. I really hope she gets in, i would love to put her up on my favorites!
I already call her my "cute favorite"...but that's my baby talk for her. Yall don't need to hear much more of that.
But one cute thing she does...she puts m's into words that don't need them.
Like: I'm smeepy! Let's...
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tunnelslats:
Yup, she sounds like a cutie. you gotta love adding letters to words--I do that sometimes myself.
Good luck to her. It sounds like there are soooo many applicants!
dust:
Thanks everyone.

Love,
Lane the girlfriend

Thursday Jan 09, 2003

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It's another day.
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hardluck5413:
and Everyday is like Sunday
pseudome:
everyday is halloween... i hear you said the new ministry album is good... why can't I find it. Tell me more...

Tuesday Jan 07, 2003

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It's come to my attention that I am the only person that matters to me.
(It's come to your attention that you are the only person that matters to you.)
The people that surround me are wonder ful. I chose them.
(The people that surround you are wonderful. You chose them.)
I don't care what others say, I don't let it get to me.
I...
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hardluck5413:
I'm proud of you I am.
(You are proud of who you are.)
pseudome:
that is one of the stepping stones i found too... to realize, in a completely non-arrogant way, that you are indeed the absolute center of the universe. wink

Sunday Jan 05, 2003

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Well, being the nice guy that I am I notice that sometimes you get run over by the people who take advantage of it. That's why you gotta be a cocky little snot sometimes to get your way. Feel free to be a prick/bitch when the time is appropriate.
And don't EVER be a pushover.
What kind of person are YOU?
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tunnelslats:
I'm totally into being nice, although I do occasionally have my bitchy moods. I used to be a pushover a while back, but I got sick of that real quick.
I just started seeing a girl who has a history of being with jerks. (that's a new one, huh?) I'm a little concerned that I may be too nice and she'll get sick of me...

ps hello from a fellow (former) Wisconsinite!
tunnelslats:
Hey, sorry I missed your AIM. Next time...
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