besides the fact that i had a wonderful Xmas and Even better new years, here's what's going on;
Autumn and Chad don't call me back. what i say to that? fuck them. i will not move to san diego in a hurry just because they "might" take me back. it's not fair for me and just because i left the band doesn't mean i become their bitch. remember how i was working 16 hour days 6 days a week? well i made some money. remember how i got this van from my dad and he took the hyundai from me so i wouldn't have to spend 300 bucks a month for it? well.. as of the last week so far i've spent ALL the money i had saved to move in order to fix it. it's funny......in the 6 years my dad owned this van he never had a problem. i go to change my oil in the 6 short weeks i've had it... and the engine is literally rotten under the hood. i'm very pissed right now. the time has come to move out of my house, apparently everyone will move out by the end of this month. fedex was only seasonal work-- mcdonalds is giving me full time work even though they don't pay well. i quit UPS at night because i was way too tired to continue on working 12 hour days 5 days a week and my back and shoulders were really sore because of the physically demanding work. so instead of staying in Orem where there's nothing, I'll move to Salt Lake since it's a much bigger town and there's more to do there. i'm happy happy happy because of my friend that is absolutely wonderful and had been there for me. even though i may not know when i'll drive or be in salt lake....at least i've spent a good 3 days with her.
a challenging first week. what awaits for the other 51?