durpa

The undeletable blog....Tessa became a bitter bitch and I'm wondering what I'm doing back on this site. being thirty I think naked women is so pass....good thing it was free.

Spoke with Raul today. that was great. finished my resume, will apply at DHL to see if i can actually work there. driving has been good but i have no reason to come home early. i'm so scared because i'm so broke, but tessa has been helping me. thank goodness. good weekend. rested, chilled and with lots of plans.

So in less than a month i will be in utah for a year. i don't feel good right now; I ate too much salty chicken, i lounged around all day watching movies, and it's hot as fuck. it's true i dream impossible dreams, miss the few moments of the past, still confused about a lot that happen then, and my heart just comes to...
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put up myspace music page, upgraded my personal one, my car broke down, 700 bucks to fix, band is going great, will look into other jobs whis week. still broke as fuck and hating how impenetrable the social barrier in this website is.

found a band to join, their sound is pretty cool, i'm happy. Still no better job yet, and trying to make some friends here on this site. i'm getting a glimpse of what married life is like. i guess it all works for the better.

Hands full with bass playing. i hope this will be a very cool summer. gigs and chicks and lots of noise! i'm pumped and ready. and unexpectedly, looks like my BYU application will get done sooner than i thought. kicking ass taking names and getting all errands done. waiting to get my cool laptop so i don't have to come to the library anymore. SLC,...
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moved in, organizing things slowly. went to the SLC Gay Pride Festival and it was pretty cool. lots of free stuff given away. It was amazingly hot yesterday but I'm glad i had the day off today to rest. The temple was great. i'm gald i went now I'm just working on getting that apartment furnished up, clean, I'm glad i solved my parking problem,...
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moved out of my place and into tessa's. tired. day off tomorrow and will go to the temple. hopefully bands and college will work out.

OK OK OK. so i finally decided to stay in SLC. I was not feeling right about it and now i just want to brach out and take over the city with my Bass on a Full Scale Orgy of Death. have to find a new place since i have to move out. happy not to leave Tessa behind. I love my job at Jiffy...
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destined to be alone.

i've noticed that even though my blog is infrequent, i do it a lot more often than other people. Fuck. Yesterday I Got completely hammered drunk on Tequila and Coke. Shitty Ass day at work, customers and employees alike were posessed by bad mood. I only worked a measly hours but the vibe was so bad my ex's condemned spirit entered me and I was...
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