durpa

last day of UPS for this week. Thank the Lord!! one more day of fedex ahead and that's it for my FedEx experience. hopefully Mcdonald's will give me some more hours to compensate. i plan to keep my fedex pants, since they are the most comfortable pair of pants i've ever wore. i'm glad i was able to "acquire" fedex mail bins before i left. it will make my move to cali a lot easier. Rammstein is got to be one of the greatest bands of all time. their music is carrying me through my deep emotional burdens. Well, i wasn;t planning or dreamimng about it even but I found out that my perfect girl exists. as far as looks go, she is it. She is Suri, and i was so aghast i had to let her know. i hope she doesn't think i'm a creep and gets me kicked out of the site. my mom wants me to go back to brazil for good. i havent set foot in brazil in six years and im sad and disapointed that it is only money that keeps me from going. i heard that 2006 was the "official" year of change. fuck that!! i want some stability for goodness sake's. well no wonder. jessica and i brake up twice, I had 10 different jobs this year. 10!!!!!!!!!! moved 5 times not counting the 6 weeks i lived in my car. been in 5 different states, traveled over 2000 miles, got a different car and downloaded dozens of songs. was fired from 4 jobs, will be be laid off by one. the only good things of this year so fas is as follows:

i finally got my Fender Geddy Lee Signature Series Bass,

Took the virginity of an 18 year old,

Kissed a 19 year old irish girl,

was in a kick ass band,

got to see and meet everybody from Wheatus

Saw an awesome concert involving an amazing black sabbath cover band and the Iron Maidens with my great friend Joe,(I never had so much fun in my life!)

Joined SG,

Got my nipples Pierced,

all the times Jessica and i made love.

knowing that even though I will spend Xmas and New years Alone, I can play my Bass as loud as i fucking want.

Last but not least i met Jade.