WELL!!!!! Cool, there'shope for me. two friends!!! very nice and I'm happy. I feel cool now! wow, I wasn't very happy earlier this morning, at two am. i felt depressed and just entered a trip of remembering my time in cali.
sometimes i think if it's right taking a shit on your friends because of your quasi girlfriend, even if at the time, you felt it wasn't right to be around them. it tears me apart and i can die in utah, i'll never be able to settle and get used to these fucking religious people. how is it that i believe in god and go to the same church as they do and yet, i'm not a uptight, self righteous asshole like these people?????? BYU, sometimes i wish that you would reject me so i could go back to cali. but im here for this, since the girlfriend thing got super duper fucked up. im glad about this blog. My life is a open book, even for those who dont read it. Im glad for my extrovertedness(is that a word?), i feel better after i express myself. i feel bad for brian, my awesome friend, i left him when he needed me most.
sometimes i think if it's right taking a shit on your friends because of your quasi girlfriend, even if at the time, you felt it wasn't right to be around them. it tears me apart and i can die in utah, i'll never be able to settle and get used to these fucking religious people. how is it that i believe in god and go to the same church as they do and yet, i'm not a uptight, self righteous asshole like these people?????? BYU, sometimes i wish that you would reject me so i could go back to cali. but im here for this, since the girlfriend thing got super duper fucked up. im glad about this blog. My life is a open book, even for those who dont read it. Im glad for my extrovertedness(is that a word?), i feel better after i express myself. i feel bad for brian, my awesome friend, i left him when he needed me most.
durpa:
called brian, left a message. i'd rather be a roadie for Catapiller than a college graduate with a pole up my ass. what's in play here is dignity and fulfillment of dreams through hard work, not the amount of money you have in your bank account in order to feel above other people. FUCK!!!!