I had me sideways, I had me with a dog. Not intimately with a dog, mind you. Just, there was a dog in the picture. Now I have a dragon.
I don't think I'm a dragon. Some people allegedly think they are dragons. Seriously. Dragons stuck in a human body. One of my kids goes to school with someone who thinks she's a...
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More ugly clothes there than at JC Penney. More overweight white folk than there are seats in (all) Waffle Houses. And oh-my-gosh, how beautiful the grounds are.
Golfers are strange folk. Or perhaps I was the strange one there. While others have their little cameras taking shots of Tiger Woods from about eight...
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you are totally forgiven, no worries ;]
Someone's dad moved out. Someone's husband is gone. So much work to fall in love, but they forgot to stay in love. The years behind them that could have been spent living a different life.
So sad.
My husband used to do that. LOL
Whoo hoo. It's by chance I can do this- chance and desire, which leads to lots of drawing, which cycles to make better art. I am what I am because this is me.
It's what I choose to do with what I can do that makes my life. Do I relentlessly give myself away, or, like a...
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You have a tattoo. You're obviously emotionally troubled, self centered, and not quite knowing what life is about. I'm grey haired and have a nice car and kids in college, so I must be well off, career oriented, and not quite knowing what life is about. This is a "porn" site, so we must all be serious perverts. You're a...
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right here! and they taste good too!

I don't think I'd look as good with grey hair as you do.

I definitely have been gone too long. All my friends are gone.
Severe artists' block right now. It needs to stop... quick.
Do you have any cool tricks for artist's block? Here's one I learned for writer's block that might work: write the alphabet (by hand, natch). After a couple loops, your brain will get bored enough to start barfing up creativity again.
Are you illustrating your own ideas or other people's?
Hahahaha, that's my job in a nutshell, although for the most part, I don't mind. Usually, I'm just designing to their taste, and the meat of it has to be left to me (because if they could do it, they wouldn't have called me).
Last time was a downer. This sweet, sweet baby... Her face lit up whenever someone new would...
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Life sure seems like the continual job of discovering what and who to trust. To continue to love despite the betrayals is a really hard lesson, and seems to get harder the older one gets. Or perhaps the scars just accumulate.
I don't know, I think that you can also cull the wheat from the chaff with your loved ones, and find people worthy of your trust. A wise man once told me, "life comes down to who you choose to hang around with." But a lot of us who are traumatized at some level just become hyper-sensitive and set unrealistic boundaries for our loved ones. I mean, lies are lies, and bad is bad, but the small ways in which otherwise loving people neglect us aren't worth sweating. That's my $.02. For me, getting myself to a place where I felt self-sufficient meant that I didn't really *need* things from others, and therefore wasn't as vulnerable to hurt/rejection.
Re: the little sweetie, it must be heart-rending. I can imagine the rush of protectiveness and care you must feel. She's a strong, powerful little soul with lots to teach.
I actually forgot I was a member. Lots happened. Tons of work, way lots of opportunity, moving ahead in life.
Was thinking about, heck, what was I thinking about that made me remember Suicidegirls? I think it my favorite models that I've used for work... friends I met here.
So why did I go? Too little time to spend on the people I...
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So inspirational.

happy
How'd the birthday go?
Refrigerator decided as long as we were going to go on vacation it would take some time off, too. Smelled like a petri dish when we got back last night.
Yummy yummy.
east of eden, huh? on my reading list. which is convenient, because i have my cake-in-the-conference-room party in a few weeks because i'm leaving my job, and our unimaginative director always gives certificates for the bookstore!
