Sunday Oct 10, 2004

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there arent really any people like me

kind of makes it hard to relate to anyone


sometimes i wonder.
i hear people say that they dont do much, or that they dont have many friends etc. i wonder if they drink alone as much as i do, or if they are just in a bad mood at the time.
maybe they work a dead end job that pays not quite enough to buy groceries, maybe they really truly have no friends, maybe they have no family to rely on, maybe they are looking for something too. maybe they would talk to me without being afraid, or judging me, just for a night.
maybe i could be me.


maybe not
squee_:
damn that sounds rough. I cant say that I can actually relate but I dount that I would judge. I have never had a job, neglect my friends, disappoint my family and rely on stranger relatives for my continued existance. So I would be in no position to judge. I do however know what it is like to be alone. Trapped in the boonies, surrounded by people who judge me and not kindly. And yes sometimes drinking alone. So if you ever want someone to talk to I am willing to listen. I cant gurantee I will say the right things. But I always try.

Oh and it is too bad you are out of Cherry hugs I bet they are awesome. wink
aaardvark:
Well, I've got a problem, I hate sex, but I love sleeping next to people, usually, if you sleep in the same bed with a guy, they expect sex, so I just usually don't.

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