dreamer178

So I geuss it's November now. Cool, great, awesome, yeah. Well, today sucked. I woke up at 1pm and it's 8 now and I've filled up the day with nothing. Played paper mario for a couple hours. Still haven't gone out to look for a new job yet. Tomorrow I'm calling up the Navy recruting office to enlist. I geuss it's the only real choice I have, if I don't I'll probably just end up killing myself. I feel dead already, empty and cold. I can't take this fucking lonliness anymore, and this boredom is going to make me wind up in some mental hostipal. I geuss things can only get better, right? Oh well. I think God hates me, and I don't know why. Fuck it. I'm a miserable peice of shit.