Honestly, I gave you every chance in the world, man.
I haven't done anything but try to help you through this. I've talked to you when I could, whether on the phone or through IMs, and I've given you advice that, whether you wanted to take it or not, would've made things better for you and more than likely worse for me. But I...
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I haven't done anything but try to help you through this. I've talked to you when I could, whether on the phone or through IMs, and I've given you advice that, whether you wanted to take it or not, would've made things better for you and more than likely worse for me. But I...
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Heh... the Bush campaign sent me a signed photograph today, with a "personalized" letter.
I didn't really read the letter, but it was asking for a donation to their campaign.
But the picture... classic. GW and the First Lady on a lawn somewhere (it's not even the White House), with the caption:
"To: Sean Boden, Thank you for your early commitment and dedication as a...
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I didn't really read the letter, but it was asking for a donation to their campaign.
But the picture... classic. GW and the First Lady on a lawn somewhere (it's not even the White House), with the caption:
"To: Sean Boden, Thank you for your early commitment and dedication as a...
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Looks like my cousin got admitted to detox, or the psych ward, or something. Of course, I don't know the whole story whatsoever, so I'm confused as all hell. So yeah, I'm real happy right now.
I'd go get drunk, but getting drunk seems like what got us here in the first place.
I need a hug.
I'd go get drunk, but getting drunk seems like what got us here in the first place.
I need a hug.
Tonight's a Louis Prima night. I haven't been this happy in a while.
I've got the world on a string
And I'm sitting on a rainbow
Got that string around my little finger
Oh, what a world, what a life, I'm in love
I've got the world on a string
And I'm sitting on a rainbow
Got that string around my little finger
Oh, what a world, what a life, I'm in love
The phoenix dying
Coughing
Sputtering
Trapped
Fading fast
She comes to me.
She sets a flame with a glance
A smile
A touch
And I
Am
Reborn.
Coughing
Sputtering
Trapped
Fading fast
She comes to me.
She sets a flame with a glance
A smile
A touch
And I
Am
Reborn.
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tovah:
i suppose your right... but it's not so much the place as it is the people that make li hell.
tovah:
Idealists want to search for Self, to become themselves, to have a goal, a purpose in life, to be self-actualized, to be and become real, to be what they are meant to be and to have an identity which is uniquely theirs, to become self-actualized into a perfect whole and to have an identity which is perfectly unique, to have meaning, to have their significance appreciated, or at the very least, recognized as existing, to have integrity, that is unity, with no facade, no mask, no pretense, no sham, no playing of roles, to be genuine, to communicate authentically, to be in harmony with the inner experiences of self, to avoid a life of bad faith, to live a life of significance, making a difference in the world, to experience life as a drama, to be sensitive to the subtle gestures and metaphoric behavior in relationships, to help others become kinder, warmer, and more loving human beings, to reform the world, to romanticize their experiences, their lives, and the experiences and lives of others.
In other words: This Is You
however, the hamptons must turn out better people than here... everyone here is in it for themselves (ok not everyone, but a majority)
cynical: believing the worst of human nature and motives; having a sneering disbelief in e.g. selflessness of others
this is me.
In other words: This Is You
however, the hamptons must turn out better people than here... everyone here is in it for themselves (ok not everyone, but a majority)
cynical: believing the worst of human nature and motives; having a sneering disbelief in e.g. selflessness of others
this is me.
Well, looks like it's renewal time. Of course, it seems that every time my account comes up for renewal, I have no money, as in zero dollars.
So if I disappear in a few days, don't fret. I will be back, eventually. Probably a week or so at most.
I don't know how, but I think I will survive.
So if I disappear in a few days, don't fret. I will be back, eventually. Probably a week or so at most.
I don't know how, but I think I will survive.
tovah:
hey, someone else who lives in hell!! Long Island sucks....
I know you can see this, man. I know what's written here, and I know you've read it. Why shy away from it?
Let's be honest here. I do like her, a lot. I know you do, too. I'm not about to hide that, from you or from anyone.
Last weekend was the greatest weekend of my life. Just being with her, I knew I...
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Let's be honest here. I do like her, a lot. I know you do, too. I'm not about to hide that, from you or from anyone.
Last weekend was the greatest weekend of my life. Just being with her, I knew I...
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morgan:
I like that LARP is one of your vices 
nyhcx516:
lol, it really is too
I miss my Nikko.
nyhcx516:
ice cream for everyone!
A conversation with the ex's away message:
DrBensina: Dare I ask what that's supposed to mean?
Auto response from (screen name removed): Fucking Brainwashed...it's like watching someone being tortured cannot do it anymore!
DrBensina: Because honestly? If that's even remotely about me, fuck you. If you really think I was swayed somehow by Shiloh to not like you, you're not only insanely paranoid, you're stupid....
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DrBensina: Dare I ask what that's supposed to mean?
Auto response from (screen name removed): Fucking Brainwashed...it's like watching someone being tortured cannot do it anymore!
DrBensina: Because honestly? If that's even remotely about me, fuck you. If you really think I was swayed somehow by Shiloh to not like you, you're not only insanely paranoid, you're stupid....
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nyhcx516:
*hug*
Greatest weekend of my life.
I don't even know where to begin describing what happened, other than the fact that it was incredible. Every moment. The sound of her voice, the feel of her skin, the touch of her hair... everything. I wouldn't trade it for the world.
Nikko, I know you're reading this: thank you for the greatest three days of my life. Thank...
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I don't even know where to begin describing what happened, other than the fact that it was incredible. Every moment. The sound of her voice, the feel of her skin, the touch of her hair... everything. I wouldn't trade it for the world.
Nikko, I know you're reading this: thank you for the greatest three days of my life. Thank...
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morgan:
Anyone who has a sword or a weapon can join up! We will kick ass across the world!