drbensina

I thought I saw Sean yesterday.

As I sat down at McDonald's, I looked over, and there he was, sitting at another table. I wanted to walk over and punch him, until I realized it wasn't actually him.

The dead don't rise, Sean, I told myself. But it seemed so true... so real. I wanted to believe it was him.

It just reminded me of...
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3 days.

Some drunk in 7-11 saw me today when I went in there, and he yelled, "Hey, look, it's Urkel!"

I looked down for a second, and looked back at him, and said, "Hey, that was almost funny. Keep working on it, and maybe someday, you can be a comedian when you grow up."

The dumb stare on his face as I left was worth the...
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She wants to be friends now.

Four days ago, she was telling me that she never wanted to speak to me, ever again. She wanted me out of her life completely.

Now, she's calling every twenty minutes, sending me an IM whenever she sees me online (which is quite often)... and this comes a day after I realize just how much she hurt me.

And,...
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Off to a weekend of LARP. I will PK until the cows come home.

File under God, Bruce Campbell is:

Bubba Ho-Tep is goddamn awesome.

In case you haven't checked elsewhere, I'll put it here, too:

I'm sorry.

Ugh. My voice is, like, an octave deeper today. I hate chest colds.

Honestly, I gave you every chance in the world, man.

I haven't done anything but try to help you through this. I've talked to you when I could, whether on the phone or through IMs, and I've given you advice that, whether you wanted to take it or not, would've made things better for you and more than likely worse for me. But I...
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Heh... the Bush campaign sent me a signed photograph today, with a "personalized" letter.

I didn't really read the letter, but it was asking for a donation to their campaign.

But the picture... classic. GW and the First Lady on a lawn somewhere (it's not even the White House), with the caption:

"To: Sean Boden, Thank you for your early commitment and dedication as a...
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Looks like my cousin got admitted to detox, or the psych ward, or something. Of course, I don't know the whole story whatsoever, so I'm confused as all hell. So yeah, I'm real happy right now.

I'd go get drunk, but getting drunk seems like what got us here in the first place.

I need a hug.

Tonight's a Louis Prima night. I haven't been this happy in a while.

I've got the world on a string
And I'm sitting on a rainbow
Got that string around my little finger
Oh, what a world, what a life, I'm in love