i hate looking for a place to live, i hate moving, i hate finding a job, i hate working a bullshit meaningless job for a bullshit wage for a bullshit dumbfuck asshole. i hate feeling like i have no control over my own life and as though i have so very few options. i hate being made to feel like an asshole for taking time to do things for myself, to do things that i love and have meaning for me. i hate feeling like my mind is not my own, like it's working against me. i hate that i'm supposed to tread softly while others make me feel like shit. i'm not supposed to have double standards but i am supposed to kowtow to others and their double standards. i hate living without a modicum of privacy. i hate being turned into a whiny little bitch.
right now, this moment, i'm into naked chicks, beer, tequila, writing, and Mastodon videos.
fuck off.
right now, this moment, i'm into naked chicks, beer, tequila, writing, and Mastodon videos.
fuck off.