distant

the stars above set in place
the smoke rings round your face
the jerky nerves in my hands
the last chance to understand

cause this is the last time i'll revisit this pain
this is the last time, i'll ask you again
this is the last time, i'll talk of it at all
never to look back again, never to fall

my head is a...
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feel without dying
show without going
walk without seeing
hear without speaking
talk without hurting
friend without flirting
win without smirking
i wanna live again

i have for too long
been a slave to myself
a slave to that which
truly does not matter in life
i don't care anymore
in spite i vow this day
i will walk away
i won't care anymore

i'd...
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All good things must come to an end.

We got married, we had a baby, she fell out of love with me and that's pretty much that.

So here I am.

Well, I asked my girlfriend to marry me and she happily accepted. We're planning on a long engagement, somewhere in the neighborhood of 2 years. I couldn't be happier right now... well, that is unless we weren't having to live on opposite sides of the county to help out friends and family financially

Pics of her and I and the ring in my pictures.

blah, i need money... so broke... laid off... send money to a.dmitri@gmail.com via paypal

So I've still been busy, obviously. But I'd figure I'd let everyone know I'm still alive as well... partying a bit too much perhaps, but still alive

Work's been work, record breaking month, new office, blah blah blah. I've personally been trying to cut back on staying out till 6am and attracting psychos... anything that'll minimize my daily intake of drama.

I may be looking...
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Sorry I haven't been around.

Started my own business.
Bought my way into another.
Started a third with my father.
Quit old job for good.

Running companies is surprisingly not nearly as stressful as I thought it would be. Actually less stress than my old job.

I'll be busy for a bit, but I'm reachable on my new cell which is (old area code) 489-9352....
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falling through this night
paper thin
i find myself
coming round again
this viscious cycle
polar ups and downs
has torn me to pieces
over what there is to be found
and though i don't know the reason
i certainly have the rhyme
the perfect time in season
to remind myself why
i spend this night alone
i spend this year apart
no matter how...
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yet another corner
all too familiar
i find myself confronting
situations unending
recycled for nostlagic meaning
leaving me demeaned
as i ponder the potential dreamings
of a boy 6 years past
left to grow cold i found warmth
in the arms of another
abandoned for greener pastures
agreed upon on both accounts
i have to ask, though the answer is known
just why you've come...
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