the stars above set in place
the smoke rings round your face
the jerky nerves in my hands
the last chance to understand
cause this is the last time i'll revisit this pain
this is the last time, i'll ask you again
this is the last time, i'll talk of it at all
never to look back again, never to fall
my head is a...
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the smoke rings round your face
the jerky nerves in my hands
the last chance to understand
cause this is the last time i'll revisit this pain
this is the last time, i'll ask you again
this is the last time, i'll talk of it at all
never to look back again, never to fall
my head is a...
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feel without dying
show without going
walk without seeing
hear without speaking
talk without hurting
friend without flirting
win without smirking
i wanna live again
i have for too long
been a slave to myself
a slave to that which
truly does not matter in life
i don't care anymore
in spite i vow this day
i will walk away
i won't care anymore
i'd...
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show without going
walk without seeing
hear without speaking
talk without hurting
friend without flirting
win without smirking
i wanna live again
i have for too long
been a slave to myself
a slave to that which
truly does not matter in life
i don't care anymore
in spite i vow this day
i will walk away
i won't care anymore
i'd...
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All good things must come to an end.
We got married, we had a baby, she fell out of love with me and that's pretty much that.
So here I am.
We got married, we had a baby, she fell out of love with me and that's pretty much that.
So here I am.
korben:
i still love you though!
i still love you though!
muggan_music:
doood. much love to you.
Well, I asked my girlfriend to marry me and she happily accepted. We're planning on a long engagement, somewhere in the neighborhood of 2 years. I couldn't be happier right now... well, that is unless we weren't having to live on opposite sides of the county to help out friends and family financially 
Pics of her and I and the ring in my pictures.
Pics of her and I and the ring in my pictures.
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korben:
so we have graduated and it seems that a stars wars wedding is going to happen.
i am so disapointed in myself.
i am so disapointed in myself.
monsterjoe:
How wonderful for you man! In the year since you put this post up I hope things have gone well. Couldn't happen to a nicer fellow.
blah, i need money... so broke... laid off... send money to a.dmitri@gmail.com via paypal
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korben:
bah!
how are you?
i*m graudating in may.
how are you?
i*m graudating in may.
korben:
i miss you.
So I've still been busy, obviously. But I'd figure I'd let everyone know I'm still alive as well... partying a bit too much perhaps, but still alive 
Work's been work, record breaking month, new office, blah blah blah. I've personally been trying to cut back on staying out till 6am and attracting psychos... anything that'll minimize my daily intake of drama.
I may be looking...
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Work's been work, record breaking month, new office, blah blah blah. I've personally been trying to cut back on staying out till 6am and attracting psychos... anything that'll minimize my daily intake of drama.
I may be looking...
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falias:
i know its been along time but i wanted to pop in and say hi!
bluechild:
why wast money on SG if you are never here? you never update, you never post...
sad dey
sad dey
Sorry I haven't been around.
Started my own business.
Bought my way into another.
Started a third with my father.
Quit old job for good.
Running companies is surprisingly not nearly as stressful as I thought it would be. Actually less stress than my old job.
I'll be busy for a bit, but I'm reachable on my new cell which is (old area code) 489-9352....
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Started my own business.
Bought my way into another.
Started a third with my father.
Quit old job for good.
Running companies is surprisingly not nearly as stressful as I thought it would be. Actually less stress than my old job.
I'll be busy for a bit, but I'm reachable on my new cell which is (old area code) 489-9352....
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khalista:
Geez, you are busy. Good luck with all that. I'd love to have my own business... <jealous>
karalynn:
Happy Talk like a Pirate Day!!
falling through this night
paper thin
i find myself
coming round again
this viscious cycle
polar ups and downs
has torn me to pieces
over what there is to be found
and though i don't know the reason
i certainly have the rhyme
the perfect time in season
to remind myself why
i spend this night alone
i spend this year apart
no matter how...
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paper thin
i find myself
coming round again
this viscious cycle
polar ups and downs
has torn me to pieces
over what there is to be found
and though i don't know the reason
i certainly have the rhyme
the perfect time in season
to remind myself why
i spend this night alone
i spend this year apart
no matter how...
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karalynn:
ALL RIGHT YOU BUGGER BUTT!!!!! Why haven't I heard an update from you before now. What did you think of HBP. You better have read it by now. 
Get back to me on that, you hear!!!!
Get back to me on that, you hear!!!!
korben:
i miss you.
yet another corner
all too familiar
i find myself confronting
situations unending
recycled for nostlagic meaning
leaving me demeaned
as i ponder the potential dreamings
of a boy 6 years past
left to grow cold i found warmth
in the arms of another
abandoned for greener pastures
agreed upon on both accounts
i have to ask, though the answer is known
just why you've come...
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all too familiar
i find myself confronting
situations unending
recycled for nostlagic meaning
leaving me demeaned
as i ponder the potential dreamings
of a boy 6 years past
left to grow cold i found warmth
in the arms of another
abandoned for greener pastures
agreed upon on both accounts
i have to ask, though the answer is known
just why you've come...
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akl:
sup
finishing up my move to sacramento
give me a call, mang
finishing up my move to sacramento
give me a call, mang
funkabella:
i love that wow
where are you? your posts are needed!
namaste and many hugs for you hun!
angie~
wow
where are you? your posts are needed!
namaste and many hugs for you hun!
angie~
Well, my young prodigy (younger brother) has amazed me with a band that is horribly wonderful and addicting for some reason: Imarobot. Check 'em out.
I've been a little bitch lately, and I'm not ashamed to admit it. This whole thing with Amanda and her daughter has driven me up the wall and my bank account into the ground... but at last, it's taken...
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I've been a little bitch lately, and I'm not ashamed to admit it. This whole thing with Amanda and her daughter has driven me up the wall and my bank account into the ground... but at last, it's taken...
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niobe:
Hello, you are very cute. That is all.
necia:
I guess it depends fully on the person, but I am someone who believes that antidepressants and psychiatric medications get a bad, bad rap. If you do end up deciding to consider medication, it could be very worthwhile. I don't know what your friend's experience is, so obviously I can't say, but I am close to a fair number of people (myself being one) who have been very much helped by the advances we've made in psychopharmacology (including people with bipolar disorder).
That said, good for you for looking into other things. It's a whole package, dealing with this kind of stuff--there's a lot to consider that people don't usually, such as diet and exercise. Good for you for doing some research and taking charge of it like that.
And, good luck. Your profile is really intriguing--I'm glad I stumbled across your page here.
That said, good for you for looking into other things. It's a whole package, dealing with this kind of stuff--there's a lot to consider that people don't usually, such as diet and exercise. Good for you for doing some research and taking charge of it like that.
And, good luck. Your profile is really intriguing--I'm glad I stumbled across your page here.
I've come to learn quite a few things about myself lately.
Sadly, I'm not at all surprised that I'm dissapointed with quite a few of them, or at least was, initially.
I remind myself all too much of my father.
Failing to realize the similarities would not impose his current life on me at his age brought me down several levels.
But I have realized...
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Sadly, I'm not at all surprised that I'm dissapointed with quite a few of them, or at least was, initially.
I remind myself all too much of my father.
Failing to realize the similarities would not impose his current life on me at his age brought me down several levels.
But I have realized...
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karalynn:
have you picked a hobby yet?
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bluechild:
hello Mr. Pan, do look for your shadow, sooner or later i'm sure youll come across wendy who will help you saw it to your show
