back from LA... tired as hell. ended up not getting my first flesh hook suspension yesterday, as a rocky conversation that morning with the ex put me in a bad headspace. bleh. will try again next month.
yanno, i hate breakups. it sucks not being around someone you loved so much, especially when it's juxtaposed with all your friends saying "it's good you're not with him anymore, he abused you and you dont deserve that" my brain is doing flips over how i actually feel versus how i should feel.... ack i don't want to be the victim... i'm too proud for that.
i do love my friends tho - if it wasnt for them i'd be a wreck right now - but you are all my glue, and i cant be thankful enough.
oh well, this is all too deep for a Saturday afternoon. i got some really rad pics emailed to me recently that were taken during FetishCon - i pass them on to you (more are in the ValeriePlace folder i created) .... enjoy.
EDITED TO ADD: I guess some higher power is on my side... i weighed myself today and i've lost another 8 pounds... i'm a size 2 now. while this is all fine and dandy, i'm getting tired of buying new clothes/having my old clothes look so saggy on me. ...
yanno, i hate breakups. it sucks not being around someone you loved so much, especially when it's juxtaposed with all your friends saying "it's good you're not with him anymore, he abused you and you dont deserve that" my brain is doing flips over how i actually feel versus how i should feel.... ack i don't want to be the victim... i'm too proud for that.
i do love my friends tho - if it wasnt for them i'd be a wreck right now - but you are all my glue, and i cant be thankful enough.
oh well, this is all too deep for a Saturday afternoon. i got some really rad pics emailed to me recently that were taken during FetishCon - i pass them on to you (more are in the ValeriePlace folder i created) .... enjoy.
EDITED TO ADD: I guess some higher power is on my side... i weighed myself today and i've lost another 8 pounds... i'm a size 2 now. while this is all fine and dandy, i'm getting tired of buying new clothes/having my old clothes look so saggy on me. ...
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Love the fetishcon pics. Nice cage. Who makes it? Is that your insex collar? I'd like to get my girl something that could pass day to day as simple adornment. Madam S has one that I just love. It's seamless and tre sexy. Yum.
Take care.
Edited to add that the Humane Restraint link is fucking hot... I love misuse (or just more "interesting" use) of items
[Edited on Sep 19, 2005 3:21PM]