damn pounds.
hormonal and restless.. between a possible and an actual job a nap lay and then woke with choking until i vomited. thats pleasant. i have been around, here, there, hiding under duvets and standing in doorways at night time. 21 more hours to go this week then a two day sleep with prettyness i hope.
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hormonal and restless.. between a possible and an actual job a nap lay and then woke with choking until i vomited. thats pleasant. i have been around, here, there, hiding under duvets and standing in doorways at night time. 21 more hours to go this week then a two day sleep with prettyness i hope.
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ridicule one for moment lost without efficient time spent. for a back aching from little work and plenty of laugh. stop, turn around and then see within your eyes seconds matter only to those who care for minutes.
to die, where does one stand under the star constelation when ones soul is exempt from loving? i crave something.. something i know only one has and...
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to die, where does one stand under the star constelation when ones soul is exempt from loving? i crave something.. something i know only one has and...
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d_no:
The ticking is indeed loud, I just put my fingers in my ears and it's still there. 
Good to have you back Bris
, I was wondering where you'd got to.
Tai Chi Chuan (often shortened to Tai Chi) is a kind of moving meditation, like slow motion kung-fu. It's usually done to promote health, like yoga. It can also be used as a martial art, but this side is rarely taught.
It's a long, slow learning process, I don't think it ever ends really.
The Tao Te Ching is a book of chinese philosophy compiled by Lao Tzu, from several different schools of thought, over 2,000 years ago. Many say it's as relevant today as it was way back then.
Lao Tzu was supposedly the founder of Taoism. Tai Chi is based on Taoist practices and principles.
Good to have you back Bris
, I was wondering where you'd got to.
Tai Chi Chuan (often shortened to Tai Chi) is a kind of moving meditation, like slow motion kung-fu. It's usually done to promote health, like yoga. It can also be used as a martial art, but this side is rarely taught.
It's a long, slow learning process, I don't think it ever ends really.
The Tao Te Ching is a book of chinese philosophy compiled by Lao Tzu, from several different schools of thought, over 2,000 years ago. Many say it's as relevant today as it was way back then.
Lao Tzu was supposedly the founder of Taoism. Tai Chi is based on Taoist practices and principles.
marloski:
Hi! I was wondering where you've been!!!
don't love, love is to scar, to burn, to bring yourself before a shining light, unable to see anything less than the truth that love is pain. i love. this is the pain, the moments which spend eternity kicking you in the tetth. i always work best from a downsliding situation. i love i love i love. but mym mind doesnt have the advantages of...
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marloski:
love sucks sometimes!!! hope you are feeling better! 
aiden793:
well from what i've experienced in my meager little 18 years love can be a bitch and it can also knock your socks off!! i give you a call probably not the love your lookin for but still somethin, but don't got your number kiddo.
bris324: how is anything a moment when seconds pass by faster than a blink of an eye?
bris324: there is no moment but that u feel inside and no one else will ever feel your moment
bris324: solitary, life is that.
bris324: delude yourself with happiness stolen from films and the media.. we are but stars no one can see from a distance.
bris324: there is no moment but that u feel inside and no one else will ever feel your moment
bris324: solitary, life is that.
bris324: delude yourself with happiness stolen from films and the media.. we are but stars no one can see from a distance.
atomh8:
Thats right. Solitude and delusions of grandeur are like my bread and butter!
robjax:
I will miss you more than you know.
I don't really know what to say...so I won't say anything.....
~JAx
I don't really know what to say...so I won't say anything.....
~JAx
the event was held by the minister, standing on a soapbox prefessing his worldy goodness to all that would listen-like he was the next christ. in service, by part the congregation did appreciate his stature but, however did not appreciate his tone of addressing them. "you people must not give into the temptation of evil that is homophobic tendancies. let the lord save you, let...
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__rae__:
why hello 
smiler:
You should try for a job with eastenders I hear they're looking for people and you could only make it more interesting!!!!!!
and at least your a girl doing the high pitch thing if us blokes do it its just down right wrong!!
and at least your a girl doing the high pitch thing if us blokes do it its just down right wrong!!
i couldn't love without a heart
owned by romantisism
no chance of fate;
could determine my inevitability
sporadically placed between,
the lines and creases,
seperated by vowels
and written in verses
dropped by two different oceans
time and time again
wheels forced by motions
minds always the same
a love grown by hope
always forced into situations
machines by nature
weak by nuture
owned by romantisism
no chance of fate;
could determine my inevitability
sporadically placed between,
the lines and creases,
seperated by vowels
and written in verses
dropped by two different oceans
time and time again
wheels forced by motions
minds always the same
a love grown by hope
always forced into situations
machines by nature
weak by nuture
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d_no:
Thanks Bris, I'm OK really, just a bit sad.
smiler:
yet again thy fill my mind with the beauty of prose
how does one turn into such a monster when jealousy is involved?
my tummy hurts, worry mainly i think, sucks
-jus on my lunch, gotta b back in like 15 mins..
bruiser was jus on my mind u see..
now put that jealous ghoul away before anyone sees.. grrr hmmm.. arrrg.
sometimes jealousy is cute, *insecurity rattle*
"love me love me love me love me...
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my tummy hurts, worry mainly i think, sucks
-jus on my lunch, gotta b back in like 15 mins..
bruiser was jus on my mind u see..
now put that jealous ghoul away before anyone sees.. grrr hmmm.. arrrg.
sometimes jealousy is cute, *insecurity rattle*
"love me love me love me love me...
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robjax:
*loving you Red* <3
~Bruiser
~Bruiser
marloski:
awwwww! I am happy for you....both of you!!! 
i sound like milk and she is just beautiful.
we do catch stars between our toes;
short,.. her and toes.
oh catch a romance in a net,
if only that simple.
butterfly wings so silent..
we mutter no more than a whisper
exchange in looks
hearts for pleasure
thoughts for moments.
we do catch stars between our toes;
short,.. her and toes.
oh catch a romance in a net,
if only that simple.
butterfly wings so silent..
we mutter no more than a whisper
exchange in looks
hearts for pleasure
thoughts for moments.
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smiler:
are you in love bris???
If so a big YEAH for you if not it's just a nice poem
hope life is going well anyway?
as for pictures if there is a good one taken over xmas i will post it. Its the best i can do at the moment
If so a big YEAH for you if not it's just a nice poem
hope life is going well anyway?
as for pictures if there is a good one taken over xmas i will post it. Its the best i can do at the moment
marloski:
i hope your in love!!!
Girl in the snow, where will you go
To find someone that will do?
To tell someone all the truth before it kills you
They listen to your crazy laugh
Before u hang a right
And disappear from sight
What do they know anyway?
You'll read it in a book
What do they know anyway
You'll read it in a book tonight
I feel like...
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To find someone that will do?
To tell someone all the truth before it kills you
They listen to your crazy laugh
Before u hang a right
And disappear from sight
What do they know anyway?
You'll read it in a book
What do they know anyway
You'll read it in a book tonight
I feel like...
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robjax:
Take it out on me...I'll be your love makin, shit takin, punching bag. I like this picture of you, Red...so....beautiful <3
XOXO
~JAx
Boy on the bike, what are you like
As you cycle round the town?
You're going up, you're going down
You're going nowhere
It's not as if they're paying you
It's not as if it's fun
At least not anymore
When your legs are black and blue
It's time to take a break
When your legs are black and blue
It's time to take a holiday
[Edited on Nov 30, 2004 8:57PM]
XOXO
~JAx
Boy on the bike, what are you like
As you cycle round the town?
You're going up, you're going down
You're going nowhere
It's not as if they're paying you
It's not as if it's fun
At least not anymore
When your legs are black and blue
It's time to take a break
When your legs are black and blue
It's time to take a holiday
[Edited on Nov 30, 2004 8:57PM]
marloski:
yea....the incredibles was pretty good (for a kid movie!) hope you feel better soon!!! take care!
hope you feel better soon!!! take care! and i find myself choking on all my contradictions.
tomorrow ill return to working, a possible temporary solution to controlling empty time. my boss is currently away for two weeks training so, i shall only suffer under the wrath of my supervisor for now.
i'm tired, warm eyed, jaw shakingly tired. exhausted hunched shoulders, the effort to place my glass to my mouth and swallow...
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tomorrow ill return to working, a possible temporary solution to controlling empty time. my boss is currently away for two weeks training so, i shall only suffer under the wrath of my supervisor for now.
i'm tired, warm eyed, jaw shakingly tired. exhausted hunched shoulders, the effort to place my glass to my mouth and swallow...
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aperfectsonnet:
I know choking.
And yes, I did read that message.
And yes, I did read that message.
marloski:
try to have a good day at work tomorrow!!!
and i find myself choking on all my contradictions.
tomorrow ill return to working, a possible temporary solution to controlling empty time. my boss is currently away for two weeks training so, i shall only suffer under the wrath of my supervisor for now.
i'm tired, warm eyed, jaw shakingly tired. exhausted hunched shoulders, the effort to place my glass to my mouth and swallow...
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tomorrow ill return to working, a possible temporary solution to controlling empty time. my boss is currently away for two weeks training so, i shall only suffer under the wrath of my supervisor for now.
i'm tired, warm eyed, jaw shakingly tired. exhausted hunched shoulders, the effort to place my glass to my mouth and swallow...
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"I'm not like you I jus fuck up"
I had bad dreams, bad bad dreams.. i woke from each one in a sweat and now my heart is racing.My head is itchy and I'm panicking.. I think I know why but I'm not sure.. I went to sleep this morning at 11am with thoughts of suicide running thru my head, i turned both of my...
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I had bad dreams, bad bad dreams.. i woke from each one in a sweat and now my heart is racing.My head is itchy and I'm panicking.. I think I know why but I'm not sure.. I went to sleep this morning at 11am with thoughts of suicide running thru my head, i turned both of my...
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robjax:
Hey you...I am home all day. I must have signed on right after you left. Please talk to me. Tell me what is wrong. If you want me to call you I will. I loves ya and don't like it when you are this upset. I need to know that you are okay...*worried and anxious* *Hugs*
Let me know...<3
XOXO
~JAx
Let me know...<3
XOXO
~JAx
hope you get some sleep!!!