Top of the pops this week revisits my usual dwelling place: regret and my generally disagreeable outlook on life.
Rising with a bullet to the #3 spot this week is my last real girlfriend's parting words to me as I walked out that lonely door: "I don't like you, I just want to fuck you."
Coming in at #2 this week; this disease affects a silent majority of people in the industrrialized nations, you know it as chronic boredom and anxiety, but I know it as my reality.
And finally, for the 13th straight week in row and vying with the fear of my own mortality for the all-time #1 spot: my realization that existence is an exercise in futility and not worth the effort.
Rising with a bullet to the #3 spot this week is my last real girlfriend's parting words to me as I walked out that lonely door: "I don't like you, I just want to fuck you."
Coming in at #2 this week; this disease affects a silent majority of people in the industrrialized nations, you know it as chronic boredom and anxiety, but I know it as my reality.
And finally, for the 13th straight week in row and vying with the fear of my own mortality for the all-time #1 spot: my realization that existence is an exercise in futility and not worth the effort.
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as for number 2 id say you need to try something new. be daring be creative. theres always room for growth, for change. what is it that you truely, really want in life? whatever it is you need to go for it. be bold. be daring. youll never know what coulda happened, who youll meet, who youll be if you dont try.
I have such a crush on you.