Doing better! Only a month and half since my last post. Eventually I might make it back to daily.
Changed my screenname to something more suitable to my personality, posted some of my 'fun' pics and am starting up a new blog as a way of channeling my thoughts into organized chapters rather than my current technique: clubbing unsuspecting friends...and me...with my sudden stream of...
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Changed my screenname to something more suitable to my personality, posted some of my 'fun' pics and am starting up a new blog as a way of channeling my thoughts into organized chapters rather than my current technique: clubbing unsuspecting friends...and me...with my sudden stream of...
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tim_in_tampa:
Hey, just dropping a line, hope everything's going well.
rwb0169:
Hey...just saw you in the Masturbation group and I thought id say hello.....Hello! Talk to you later!
LOL, two months since I last posted.
Well the good news is I'm still breathing. Eh, that's the medium news. The good news is that I am finally out of my damned parents house and life has improved dramatically - Alice's mom is moving back to Ohio since she and her ex are reconciling after 30 years, so I moved in with Alice. We've got...
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Well the good news is I'm still breathing. Eh, that's the medium news. The good news is that I am finally out of my damned parents house and life has improved dramatically - Alice's mom is moving back to Ohio since she and her ex are reconciling after 30 years, so I moved in with Alice. We've got...
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tim_in_tampa:
Hey exhibitionist! Long time no post! Glad things are better. Sounds like a new fun place to live. Where are you at now? Still in Brandon?
Sometimes, I suck at this updating thing, but *eh* my life is busy, so sue me.
Well, I finally did it. I got some balls and cut him off, for real this time - of course, he can't fucking read - I said, "don't contact me unless your shit is together which means breaking up with <name deleted> and you're living your life according to...
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Well, I finally did it. I got some balls and cut him off, for real this time - of course, he can't fucking read - I said, "don't contact me unless your shit is together which means breaking up with <name deleted> and you're living your life according to...
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tim_in_tampa:
Hey, how are you doing? What's new with you?
I'm just warning you now, this is going to be one of those semi-emo posts based a lot on emotional turmoil and intense pressure.
/warning
Fact: I'm 26 years old.
Fact: This is the time of my life where I am supposed to be out exploring "myself", whoever she is, a more carefree time of my life than further down the road when I have...
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/warning
Fact: I'm 26 years old.
Fact: This is the time of my life where I am supposed to be out exploring "myself", whoever she is, a more carefree time of my life than further down the road when I have...
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patience1:
Ahh yes, the old insisting people show up to work. So cruel of us hard working people isn't it? Seriously.. if I had a dollar for every time somebody didn't show up to work or showed up ridiculously late or left ridiculously early I would have a nice vacation paid for by now.
xxchocotacoxx:
Good luck. 
I think I've finally done it and gently said goodbye to a situation that was keeping me from feeling as happy as I could be. It just wasn't ever going to work out, no matter what he told me, cause his actions proved otherwise.
It's time to put away childish wishes, as honest as they may be, and start living in hard cold reality.
It's time to put away childish wishes, as honest as they may be, and start living in hard cold reality.
__lex__:
for what its worth hard cold reality is nothing without appreciation for the romantic things in life. Not eros things per se but just...you know what i mean.
hope the tough choices lead you to being happy
hope the tough choices lead you to being happy
tim_in_tampa:
I'm glad you're taking the hard/better choice, it are those choices that really make a difference to a person; if you ever need to get out the house, drop me a line.
Long time, no update....
I can't understand why people close to me get so freaked out by their birthdays. I know at least two that seem to view them as more of an excuse to measure their failings and what they haven't achieved, and that seems so inherently futile and depressing to me.
My 26th was last Saturday and I woke up full of joy...
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I can't understand why people close to me get so freaked out by their birthdays. I know at least two that seem to view them as more of an excuse to measure their failings and what they haven't achieved, and that seems so inherently futile and depressing to me.
My 26th was last Saturday and I woke up full of joy...
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pinknightmare21:
Glad to hear you are feeling better!!!!
tim_in_tampa:
awesome! sometimes it's harder to see those things about your self. glad things are going well.
diaphanous:
All things catly and fuzzy
Doing better now....went to a Halloween party over the weekend where I got quite drunk and had a fucking blast (go go fellow sake lovers!)
I was going to wait a few weeks to get another kitty, but Morgen was playing with Miss Hemi at the vet (the resident kitty) and it made me realize that she really needs a friend.
Actually it's funny, Miss...
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I was going to wait a few weeks to get another kitty, but Morgen was playing with Miss Hemi at the vet (the resident kitty) and it made me realize that she really needs a friend.
Actually it's funny, Miss...
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tim_in_tampa:
Happy early birthday!! any plans?
tim_in_tampa:
aww, cute cat in your pics, I need to post more of Crissy and jojo
R.I.P. Trips.....
Today was horrible in a way I can't describe...my beloved clumsy kitty, Trips, died suddenly today. He was only 5.
My other kitty, Morgen, keeps meowing for him and checking under the bed trying to find him.
I said goodbye for so long at the vet today....I'm going to miss him so very much. I remember him purring at me this morning for...
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tim_in_tampa:
I'm so sorry about your cat... my babies are kinda my kids... even Morgan misses him
I'm so sorry about your cat... my babies are kinda my kids... even Morgan misses him 
chriztian:
i'm sorry for you and your now solo kitty. I lost my childhood dog a couple of years back, it can be really rough.
I lost my childhood dog a couple of years back, it can be really rough. Risperdal is working better today already, energy levels are coming back fairly rapidly.
On my way to the docs to pick up on more script that I forgot to get saturday (oops)
Been thinking about something/one lately a lot and think I've come to a tough but appropriate decision, all things considered.
And in other news, going to a Halloween party this weekend....my therapist was...
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On my way to the docs to pick up on more script that I forgot to get saturday (oops)
Been thinking about something/one lately a lot and think I've come to a tough but appropriate decision, all things considered.
And in other news, going to a Halloween party this weekend....my therapist was...
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tim_in_tampa:
hah, awesome costume idea, glad things are better, hey do you have any Cowboy Bebop episodes on DVD???
diaphanous:
I do, they're somewhere in a storage unit in Bloomingdale with the rest of my stuff that wouldn't fit into where I live now....
and see the movers put all the furniture in the front, so there's this wall of shit in front of things I really want. *sigh*
like cowboy bebop dvds.
and see the movers put all the furniture in the front, so there's this wall of shit in front of things I really want. *sigh*
like cowboy bebop dvds.
doubled my dose of risperdal tonight
getting a little energy back each day
therapy was interesting today, i felt saddened after it but strengthened in my resolve to beat this.
i made a pact for myself, starting today, and thats that each day i will do one thing that makes me happy, whether it's take a nice long nap, go to the library, etc until...
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getting a little energy back each day
therapy was interesting today, i felt saddened after it but strengthened in my resolve to beat this.
i made a pact for myself, starting today, and thats that each day i will do one thing that makes me happy, whether it's take a nice long nap, go to the library, etc until...
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diaphanous:
*lol* you have to keep the house clean?
Oh, man, I can't even keep -me- relatively clean when I'm depressed, but I guess I can see his point.
Here's a better idea - hire my mother's and my housecleaning service and then all you have to do is whatever you want, I can guarantee that house will be CLEAN.
*grins*
then you can go get a nice long nap, we'll be sure to vacuum around your snoring body on the floor or something.
Oh, man, I can't even keep -me- relatively clean when I'm depressed, but I guess I can see his point.
Here's a better idea - hire my mother's and my housecleaning service and then all you have to do is whatever you want, I can guarantee that house will be CLEAN.
*grins*
then you can go get a nice long nap, we'll be sure to vacuum around your snoring body on the floor or something.
tim_in_tampa:
hehe, go take a nap! sleep is always good. hope it's all gonna sort itself out
rapid cycling due to medicine sucks...least i hope its due to medicine
my therapist is getting an earful tomorrow, at this rate, he'll be lucky if i don't throw the chair out the window.
taking my klonopin then laying down and staring at the ceiling
can't take being awake any more today
my therapist is getting an earful tomorrow, at this rate, he'll be lucky if i don't throw the chair out the window.
taking my klonopin then laying down and staring at the ceiling
can't take being awake any more today
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tim_in_tampa:
heh, yeah, I actually didn't watch it, I figure when I don't watch my teams do well. I was at the outlet mall when I heard that they got the field goal.
I'm hoping to get some more Tampa SG people out to an outing. There are a few of us, just don't do a whole lot of events in town. Though a few of us go down to Ybor every once in a while.
I'm hoping to get some more Tampa SG people out to an outing. There are a few of us, just don't do a whole lot of events in town. Though a few of us go down to Ybor every once in a while.
pinknightmare21:
I hope your therapist can get you on the right meds! Its so damn frustrating, I know!!!! Hang in there!!