dhalia

i'm having a terrible day. i got in a huge argument with one of my best friends in the whole world. she's been living with these two girls that she knows through church groups or whatever since september. i really don' t like them. they have changed her way of thinking. she's so much more judgmental. she recently broke up with her boyfriend because he isn't christian. and on the phone earlier this evening with me, it basically came down to the fact that she can't even say that i'm a good person, because i don't believe in god. this was pretty much the hardest blow i have received from one of my close friends in a long time.

she means the world to me. and apparently she's just looking down on me all of a sudden because i don't share her religious views. wow... what else can life throw at me right now?

i'm going to try and not talk about that... i'm attempting to find a decent apartment for next month, because i can't continue living on t's couch. i mean, i don't think he minds for the time being... but how long can that last? i found one in a fantastic area tonight... so i e-mailed them. i am REALLY hoping to hear back. as in i'll probably send another message tomorrow if i haven't heard anything. haha. annoy the shit out of them till they give it to me just to get rid of me. that'll work!

also... just to leave you with something (you being whoever takes the time to read my blog...) i found this picture my friend took of me getting my first tattoo... its pretty sweet. it says 'no big deal' along my ribs following the curve of my boob... it isn't actually very well done, but i love it all the same!