dhalia

i haven't been around in a while... no computer. it makes things difficult.

i'm now living all on my own. the apartment is good. some people seem to think its a little depressing and the reason why i've been having anxiety attacks. but i don't think so. i'm working all the time, so keeping really busy. its good. it keeps my mind from having too...
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right now all i can think about is going home next weekend for ten's wedding. and how i get to get done up for it. wear my heels. seamed stockings. red lip stick. ridiculously huge eyelashes. polka dot dress.

SO EXCITED!

and the best part is jazz will be coming with me, and we get to hang out! and then my momma is driving me...
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so now... i got the apartment. thank you to anyone who was sending positive thoughts! it worked!

on another totally different note... today is the day that boy is supposed to be taking me out. if he does, then i can say, we are improving. this isn't a total waste of time. if he blows it off (which is what usually happens) then i say,...
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i'm having a terrible day. i got in a huge argument with one of my best friends in the whole world. she's been living with these two girls that she knows through church groups or whatever since september. i really don' t like them. they have changed her way of thinking. she's so much more judgmental. she recently broke up with her boyfriend because he...
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okay, well...

i don't really think anything new has happened. there has been progress made on my boy situation. just because he's trying and i am letting him. but i'm scared. i am going to get all into it again, fall for everything he says again, and then fall flat on my face... AGAIN. why must boys do this to me? but honestly, i'm trying...
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last night i got the best surprise ever. its the second time this has happened, t goes to check his mail, and there is something for me!! i never have any idea its coming, because people get the address from him, and then it comes.

this one is from my great love of my life, capone suicide (she's actually my best friend ever), and it...
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alright. so i believe i am just looking for a photographer to get the ball rolling and shoot again. generally speaking things are starting to come together for me right now. i found a place to live for next month, and my best friend is supposed to be moving down. also, i got a job yesterday (this is key...). and i've pretty much dealt with...
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my year is coming to an end. i am hoping to do a shoot in the near future, although working around people's busy schedules seems to be a bit of a challenge. life seems to be a bit of a challenge though. between moving, and dealing with a WHOLE BUNCH OF SHIT, and having to make the extra effort to seem a part of my...
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well well...\r\n\r\ni suppose i have made my start to becoming a part of the sg community. oh well. i suppose i could write a blog so that there isn\'t a big empty spot staring at me everytime i look.\r\n\r\ni\'ve posted my rejected set on the hopefuls message board, and gotten some comments on it. a lot of it wasn\'t what i was looking for (although...
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