Monday Mar 21, 2005

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Nothing I do is ever good enough, and the ones I want are never right, or even bloody reciprocate.
stupid uncertainty, tis ripping me apart not knowing.
Just want to hear the words outta of a mouth I can feel.

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retsin:
i was just going through your pictures...is that a weeping buddah you have tattooed? it's beautiful.
kristoph:
ooo aaa !

Thursday Mar 17, 2005

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Give me Blood for Blood, give me Agnostic Front, give me Sick of it all, and I forget about girls smile
Well not forget, but makes shit seem better, definately what I need.

I want my birthday to come asap, so I can go get words inked into me.

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poppystrike:
I was dancing to a number of things. The dancing really went mental to The Distillers tho. Hehe smile.
eero:
some blood for blood will definately make the thinking go away...

Tuesday Mar 15, 2005

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A bitch called hope.

So tired recently.
I want to get out and meet new people (girls).

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poppystrike:
Hehe. He bought some thing that vibrates, and that is all I shall tell you where others can read it! I'll tell you on MSN, or you could just ask Chris. He got a little embarassed buying it. Haha. How are you darling? Mwah kiss x
kristoph:
i will. if i can wake up. many sleepless nights you see.
x

Saturday Mar 12, 2005

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I make bad decisions, it part of being me.

Anyway...
It was Vim's birthday on thursday night, and it was loads of fun, and I dj'ed and it was a great feeling.
Last night was a bit boring, and I got annoyed with a few people.
Tonight I'm staying in.

kristoph:
i shall be back by saturday. wish i didn't have to be, but i do. so i will happily come to the hatchet and see them folks smile
xx
poppystrike:
I am the emo ho! Hehe. I can't come to the Brizzle next Saturday cause i'm going to Liverpool to see Ani Difranco. Yay! But i'll let you know when i'm coming down just as soon as I know. Loves ya my little soft head xXx kiss.

Wednesday Mar 09, 2005

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Must stop falling for all the wrong people.
Maybe if I stood up straight?
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worldofviolets:
maybe we should make some kind of club for it. we could have membership cards for it and everything.
xxx
poppystrike:
You could only drag me to Villa park to watch the Blues kick your ass! Hehe. Thank you muchly for my BME page. It's the best name! Come up and play smile x

Saturday Mar 05, 2005

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I mean nothing to you.
You meant too much to me.
You set me on fire
I just watched myself burn.

kristoph:
frown
come to the gig tonight.
i'll be rocking just for you smile
xxx

Thursday Mar 03, 2005

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Been spending lots of time with my new girl...think all is good.
Still a few things im not sure about...but then there always is.

poppystrike:
Lots of girl time. No kids. Yay!

Liquorice is my weakness kiss.

Sunday Feb 27, 2005

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Went to London, saw some of the beautiful people, hugged them, talked a bit, then had to go home frown
But home wasnt all bad, I got to go see Maria.

Damn being a women!!!

Today I've sat around in my pj's since i got, I changed outta of clothes into pj's, so proud of myself smile

I'm loving the Head Automica album love
poppystrike:
Don't say i'm lying when i'm true i'm true i'm true. Loving it too kiss.
poppystrike:
Sunday Sunday Sunday! We'll be the coolest groupies there! kiss.

Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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I went to uni yesterday, got me thinking about my body lab project, shame I cant be thinking about my dissertation, as I have loads to do, and instead I keep getting bored and going out to see people.

I started reading C.S.Lewis' The four loves yesterday, dear god...It's alot to get 'round, and not very jolly, as he talks about no love being as...
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kristoph:
well then you may have some of mine m'lady
kiss
poppystrike:
Oh good god! I was on the Body module before I dropped out. We had lectures together! No fucking way! I couldn't make sense of any of the incoherent shit they babbled. I trust you're faring better. Hehe. You have a beautifully soft head btw smile.

Monday Feb 14, 2005

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Decided against the date.
Didn't think it was fair on her.
All my friends keep telling me off for the decisions I keep making, but I think ending it properly with this girl, and to stop drawing out the process is the best idea.
Even if I'm still gonna get shit for still wanting what I cant have.


"It's way too late to be this...
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kickinglovers:
easier to talk on here i thought. jus noticed she said about stuff happening *blushing. grr.

oh im tired.
poppystrike:
Irn bru rules. And so do paint guns. I do hope that Chris gave you the big kiss and head rub I sent to you. You ok sweetie? kiss x

Thursday Feb 10, 2005

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I never have much to say here.
Hmm...
Women suck ass for making me all wound up and confused.
One main one, but women in general are major teases, and seem to use me to experiment, not nice.

Anyway...

Saw Chris' band yesterday again, they are very good smile
And trip me out.
Now I'm off out to go and meet another Chris. Why is it...
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kristoph:
like OMG! you used my real name!
how ever am i supposed to keep my air of mystery if you go around outing me as actually having a normal everyday name?!
glad you had fun though. i like that we trip you out.
but no. we will will not all be wearing eyeliner anytime soon.
tony can stay on his own on that one.
x
poppystrike:
I've never been on a 'date' either. I think it's because i'm not American. No one asks me out on 'dates'. And i'm certainly not 'dating' anyone. Oh well. Oh and as for the cryptic message - nothing to report as yet, but i'll keep you posted. I hope you're having a good weekend smile x

Tuesday Feb 08, 2005

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I do not understand women.
Being one should surely make it easier, but nope.
I didn't want her to leave...
Why's nothing ever simple???

brian_xvx:
i've asked myself that so many times... and girls are always the reason i'm asking.... trying to make emotions rational/logical just won't work thus girl will always seem difficult... you need a zen buddist style of patience... the only thing i've gained from that is telling myself "all things are transitory, nothing is permanent..." followed up with "fuck that girl, i'll find something better anyway..." good luck... wink
poppystrike:
Lady you fucking rule. I'll leave you a cryptic comment soon. Hehe. Great to see you again smile x
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