Once again I'm up way too early. I miss Baby and can't see him till late tonight. I keep having these horrible dreams of him cheating on me. And then I start thinking all this crap. What if this... what if that... I hate it so much. All I want to do is cry.
I really hope it's nice out today so I can attempt...
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I really hope it's nice out today so I can attempt...
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anubis:
Thats right, thinking like this will lead to bad decisions.
toxicvixen:
it always sucks to have that fear that the person you love is (or has) strayed. try not to read too much into the dreams. you'll just end up driving yourself crazy... dreams usually represent something as opposed to being exactly what they appear. not sure if that at all made sense. anyway, maybe you would feel better if you talked to him about your dreams. whatever you do, don't accuse him of anything. good luck! and remember, they are just dreams!
Bored Bored and BORED! I need a job or somthing. Sitting around all day watching TV, eatting and talking on the phone does not help support my piercing & tattoo hobby.
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toxicvixen:
i've been there. as much as i hate working, it sucks even more to be broke and spend all day watching the same damn tv shows over and over again.
anubis:
I know all about that. Whatever happened to quality daytime tv?
Thanx for all the hugs! It deffinitely made me smile 
Well it's crappy out again today but I'm feeling a little bit better than usual. So I'm going to attempt to do some fun stuff. Ya know, I'm really debating whether or not I should take all these med's the doc keeps giving me. I think they're secretly trying to kill me 
Oh yeah... I'm...
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Well it's crappy out again today but I'm feeling a little bit better than usual. So I'm going to attempt to do some fun stuff. Ya know, I'm really debating whether or not I should take all these med's the doc keeps giving me. I think they're secretly trying to kill me Oh yeah... I'm... Read More
jivesucka52:
There are more hugs where that one came from. Autumn is a great girl. I knew her before she was "Autumn." Fiber sounds good. I'm having ass problems as we speak. Not to get to graphic but I don't have a turtle head sticking out, I have a whole flock of turtles living and breeding up in my stankhole. Good luck with your shit (literally). Im me or Autumn or something and we'll chill.
Sucha crap ass day. Crappy home life, crappy shit at the doctor... crappy everything! I need a hug
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anubis:
thank you for the hug back
jivesucka52:
Feel better dude. I have a hug waiting for you. We should hang out since you live one town over from me. Bye.
Baby and I had a very nice weekend of relaxation 
Cuddling, kissing, hugging, loving, I made homemade cookies, we watched old horror movies, I helped Baby with some work, cooked some nice dinners... we did so much fun stuff. We went to a fair too and we won 2 fishies in a bag 
But they died today and we had to flush them Whenever I...
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Cuddling, kissing, hugging, loving, I made homemade cookies, we watched old horror movies, I helped Baby with some work, cooked some nice dinners... we did so much fun stuff. We went to a fair too and we won 2 fishies in a bag But they died today and we had to flush them Whenever I... Read More
beaky:
Love rules!!!
I wish you guys all the luck in da world....
I wish you guys all the luck in da world....
Well, another bowl of fiber infested cereal to start my day off. It's really crappy out but Baby and I are going to a fair so I can get one of those fishies in a bag So far so good this weekend. I'm feeling a little bit better but very tired still. Vitamins suck! I wish I could see the sun for just 2 minutes
So far so good this weekend. I'm feeling a little bit better but very tired still. Vitamins suck! I wish I could see the sun for just 2 minutes Yay! A bowl of fiber infested cereal! What a great way to start my day off 
Well I'm feeling a little bit better than yesterday but it's still really crappy out. I get to spend my day with Baby in Ozone Park watching some guys put a big ass thing together (dont ask)
Well I'm feeling a little bit better than yesterday but it's still really crappy out. I get to spend my day with Baby in Ozone Park watching some guys put a big ass thing together (dont ask) 
hollywoodrocks:
bad weather you say..
well come to LA where the weather is always kinda the same..
well come to LA where the weather is always kinda the same..
I dont know if I can take this shitty weather crap anymore 
It's driving me insane. I've been feeling sick again too. Jeez, I never win I hope this 3 day weekend with Baby helps me feel better
It's driving me insane. I've been feeling sick again too. Jeez, I never win I hope this 3 day weekend with Baby helps me feel better
toxicvixen:
i know what you mean about the weather. it sucks. i've been sick for the last three months because of the crappy weather. the thing that sucks most about it is... it's the weather! there's nothing we can do, say or buy to change it. it's annoying.
punkinhead:
have a good weekend with homie. Im just getting over my cold - Tussin, take me home.
Take it light,
ph
Take it light,
ph
It's deffinitely really shitty out again So, I must do my rainy day thing... tanning & the mall. The mall just so I can make fun of everyone I think my boobs are finally starting to sprout
So, I must do my rainy day thing... tanning & the mall. The mall just so I can make fun of everyone I think my boobs are finally starting to sprout
punkinhead:
congradulations on your boobs.
rainy days are good excuses to do certain stuff, like go to the mall, lie in bed and watch movies all day, or eat tomato soup.
take it light,
ph
rainy days are good excuses to do certain stuff, like go to the mall, lie in bed and watch movies all day, or eat tomato soup.
take it light,
ph
Well, the day just seemed to drag on and on. So I slept most of it away until Baby came home. We had a nice night. Dinner, a movie & cuddling 
He is so wonderful. It's so great being inlove Hopefully tomorrow will be a little bit nicer. Even though I'll be tanning indoors. I just realzied something... my life consists of sleeping, eatting, tanning,...
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He is so wonderful. It's so great being inlove Hopefully tomorrow will be a little bit nicer. Even though I'll be tanning indoors. I just realzied something... my life consists of sleeping, eatting, tanning,... Read More