devildoll

"Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it."

I don't want to be one of these people.



So what are you waiting for?

....

So much to do...so little time.

::deep breath::

I want to.....
Gosalsadancing,goscubadiving,takekickboxingclasses,learntosurf,sipcocktailsoverlookinganaquacoloredoceaninmexico,takealooongbikeride,shopstoresinparis,getrich,haveatasteoffame,goparasailing,seehundredsofmoviesthatIhaven'tyetseen,havesexwithahandsomestrangerinthat"IneedtohaveyouRIGHTnow"kindofway,sitcourtsideatabasketballgame,fallinloveimeanREALlove,takeagourmetcookingclass,takesinginglessons,learntoplayguitar,performliveinaband,posenudejustforfun,learnhowtojuggle,goskinnydippingwaymore,visitallmylonglostrelativesinEcuador,spendmoretimewithmybeautifulnieces,takemyparentsoutmore,mastertheartofstripping,attendanorgy,learntolovemyself,learntoplaygolf,overcomemyfears,gotoNewYork,gotoMardiGras,flashsomeoneperiodicallyforfun,gettheperfectbodyandmindthatIstrivetohave,feelemotionallyfulfilled,feeltotallycomfortableinmyownskin,takearoadtripwithagoodgirlfriend,beagroupieforonenight,mastertheartofplayingpool,createpaintingsformyhome,ownamusclecaramyweekendcar,besurprisedwithlingeriebymylover,haveoneultraromanticsexfilledweekend,getmoreintouchwithmyspirituality,learnyoga,goonashoppingspree,bethatcheerfulpersonthatIalwaysadmireinotherpeople,gohikingregularly,startbikingregularly,eatexoticfoodsthatI'venevertried,feelwhole....

...among other things.

I better get busy.

What the hell am I suppose to write about NOW???



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Currently

Experiencing

Mental

Block.

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What would U like to hear out of me??

My "friend" flaked on me tonight.... ... What else is new......

Grrrrrrrrrrr.

Must.Find.Backup.Plan.

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I'm been working my ASS OFF here at work lately!! I really deserve a higher tax bracket for this shit.

Must.Find.Better.Paying.Job.

It's due time I start getting RICH.

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Fuck, I really need a good night (or several days) of decadence and debauchery. I need to be spoiled. I need love....
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These days I am so up and down.

It seems that I am either working my ASS off one day, or doing absolutely NOTHING the next. My boss would surely have my head if he knew this ......

Sorry Sir, what you DON'T know CAN'T hurt you.


My mind has been wandering in a thousand different directions these days. Today, although frivolous, I've allowed my...
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I wish I had my own personal Eric Cartman doll that I could fit in my pocket. He'd go EVERYWHERE with me. He'd have his own little remote control, and every time someone did something that annoyed me, I'd just press that little button and he'd let out his signature "LAME."

EXAMPLE....

"Have you heard that new My Chemical Romance song? It rocks!" .... LAME...
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First and foremost I have to apologize for my friends on here that I've been neglecting. I've been trying to stay away from here a bit, just to get my mind in order. I've been doing alot of reflecting, contemplating and theorizing lately. I'm trying to decided which direction I want my life to go in. Not necessarily what my mind is telling me to...
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