devil_bitch

Nothing new to really report. I am staying home from work today. I don't really feel so hot. Ofcourse I am always paranoid and wondering what people will think. This is the 2nd time in 2 months I have called in. Not back to back but still... I don't want to ruffle any feathers.

So the thing that makes me happy to go to work everyday...
Yep. I have a work crush but umm as with most crushes, that is not working out. I actually think that I am starting to scare him. Again paranoia is my friend. I smiled at him yesterday and he looked away from me.

So, these are the questions that I ponder and pose to all of you.

1) Why is that the people we seem to think we want most in the world don't return that affection or admiration?

2) Is it the perpetual we always want what we cant have?

3) Why is that the people who do want to be with us no matter how great of a person he/she might be just isn't the right one for us?

4) Has anyone had a crush that turned out well?