So I'm insanely behind on the the times and just stumbled awkwardly into tumblir. And well, I'm in love. It seems these days I love anything where I can get lost with strangers and post or talk about anything. Or really just scroll. Scroll through quotes and poems and every iota of information that tickles my fancy. Or catches my eye. There's an intrigue with instagram, as I've been awakened to so many new things because of that account. It has expanded my horizons in so many ways I'm so grateful for. I feel tumblir will fuel a different avenue, a place to post nonchalantly everything that betwixes me on any given moment of any given day all the while soaking up more. And it makes me a little sad as I see how technology has replaced the pen in hand and the hard cover book that I find myself thinking of longingly. Nothing can replace the feel of either. Scribbling frantically across a sheet trying to keep up with my own scrambling thoughts. Or the weight of a good book nestled in your lap while you eagerly absorb every word while dying to turn the page. These are a few of my favorite things. There's just such an endless supply of whatever your soul seeks online and should you change your mind in the blink of an eye, well it accommodates that too. I guess I'm trying to find that happy medium. I can't stand facebook for the most part, I rarely share anything on there. Funny how it's so much easier for me to feel and be myself when strangers are around. I think if I was being honest, really really honest my Facebook page would have a whole of ten people on its friends list. And let's face it, you could probably cut that back to five. And if we're talking about sharing with those people what I share with complete strangers, not just having those I cherish most who really do know me well, then I don't think there would be any. Instead its flooded by the unlces and aunts and old high school friends we only wish happy birthdays to these days. And dont get me wrong its nice to see those people doing well and to keep in touch at the click of a finger (god forbid i have to use a phone to actually phone somebody). But whats even better is to put things out there and really not have it matter. No over thinking, no questions. A conditioning of my upbringing no doubt. Though not necessarily a bad thing. I mean it's nice to put yourself out there and say what truly comes to heart and mind but the anonymity that comes from being online is pretty glorious. A step above your journal but you can still feel like you stored a secret piece of you. To share without having to share I guess.
Anyways I really didn't have a direction for this post. Or if I did I have no idea what it originally was now. But hey its passed midnight and my migraine noodle couldn't sleep. And I love tumblir. And suicide girls Obviously. Gonna get my hot naked ladies onnnn, oh ya.