deviance191x

oh lord.. I have'nt had a hot tub party in a while.. wooooo. I miss em. I always happened to be the nekked one though. I work hard and getting everyone with me. haha. sometimes work sometimes doesn't. seems always easier to get all the guys nekked though? ha.. still fun though!

hot tub party? i'll be right over.

aw hope you feal better soon

Just got over 5 days of the worst throat infection thing ever. I feel for ya babe. Hope you're better now.

Hang in there Grrrrrrrrrrrrrl!

I'll be fine. Spring is here. Get outside and throw some shit!

just remember this mantra:

"This too will pass."

I'm sorry though...I know it's tough.

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i dont mean to be the typical boy, but your ass is very arousing..........those pics are teases.

I'm hung over.

new pics look cute

hope the group photoshoot went well

That photoshoot looks badass.

You need gin and a sunny day with me.

When I feel like I am at an all time low, I just watch Napolean Dynamite. It makes me feel so much better about myself. And then I throw canadian quarters at hobos. That usually makes me happy.

Honestly... I guess I don't have much advice as to how you can change things. Restarting just seems so natural to me anymore. But, I've done it so many times, that you'd think I'd have hammered out all of the mistakes that screw up my life every time. And, I've honestly damn near done that. Now I just have to get a good job, and everything will be nearly perfect. I'm a completely changed person, too, compared to myself five years ago. Mainly, that's what always messed things up; me. And, I don't feel bad about changing so much; I feel a whole lot better about myself.

Anywho... yea. I'd say... finish this semester of school, and move away from everyone... go somewhere you don't know. Even ditch the boyfriend, if things aren't HONESTLY nearly perfect. I mean, if you don't REALLY FEEL that you can life the rest of your life with him, leave him behind, too. There's a million other people out there who are worth your time, too. I say, start with a fresh life somewhere else, with college education on your resume and a great personality for a personal life... and... yea. But, that's just MY advice, which isn't necessarily good. I just think it is

I just don't know what to say to that. Um..a crack head tried to break into my house when I wasn't home and my wife had to call the cops. Does that count?

I don't like anime either. Don't ever feel bad about leaving the room when that crap comes on. It's fucking horrible.

cheer up and stop speeding.

Well, off of the subject a bit... whoever runs that site seriously needs some better web-design skills. Otherwise, I didn't see a portfolio to view, so I have no opinion :/

Oh, and hi