sliverz

Yup.

I'm back again. Yup. And I rock. So fuck yea!

I'll be disconnected from the internet for a while; not sure how long. Not that anyone cares, but in case you happen across my profile here, you'll know.

Ok. So fuck it all. I'm sick of this shit; all of it... moving from shithole to shithole, struggling to work something out with a bitch that doesn't want to be with me. By "work something out", I don't mean work out a romantic relationship; I mean work out a situation where I can see my kids, and not have to defend myself, or try...
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Yea... I need to get a job and get out of this little town. Gonna have to work McDonald's, or the like, if I'm gonna get a job, since there isn't really anything else here to do. Well, unless I want to run a tractor or something. Ha!

I wonder at how many mistakes I can make... mistakes that have terrible consequences I'll never forget.

I'm a fucking train wreck that never seemed to have actually derailed, for I never was on the tracks to begin with. I just hope that one day, I'll find them and hop on.

Someone shoot me. In the face... that way, I die fast, and no one will ever have to see my face again.

Sweet release.

I'm moving to Baker City, OR tomorrow morning. I'm not sure how things are going to be... I'm a bit unsure of everything, and a bit queezy. I'm moving there to be with my children, but until I get a job (so that someone will let me rent in their place), I'm going to be living on the couch of my childrens' mother's living room....
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I'll show you mine, if you show me yours first... let's compare scars, I'll tell you who's is worse... and let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words. We live on front porches and swing life away... we get by just fine here on minimum wage... If love is a labor, I'll slave to the end... I won't cross these streets until...
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Today, I danced in the rain in salem. Then I was dancing in Roth's... some lady, who I didn't know was watching me, laughed. Caught me by surprise, and I dropped a can of chili.

That was my day. Now I'm hungry.

Cars suck. Well... mine does, anywho. I need to get a new one, but when I went around to the dealerships, all I could find was a bunch of Honda and Ford Taurus garbage.

I shaved off my mohawk. Again. Crazy.

*sigh* Bored.

Cinnamon Life cereal is awesome.

Fun fact: Before the age of 5, I was allergic to cinnamon. My parents would give me cinnamon sticks and cinnamon toothpicks, and it would make my face and mouth swell up like crazy. They thought it was funny. I don't remember, but it was probably painful. haha. I would have laughed, too.