destructive79

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Beware the rain. I've seen a lot of cars out of control this weekend.

-79

there's nothing like a vacation to start the year off. I'm gonna have at least a couple of days before I start my second tour of duty at my old job sometimes this month, but i get until wednesday at least to relax. I'm thinking about replacing some items of my stale wardrobe, I need some new shirts and a new pair of boots. Anyway,...
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well hello everyone,

this is my first update in just over four months. life has been going by with out a whole lot of exciting things happening. But there were a few bright spots; my band cut a demo, ive got a new friend, and im set to start my second stint with my old job early next year. today is my birthday and im...
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good things on deck. a couple job offers, some new friends, and new toys. good times.

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feeling pretty good lately. my band has our biggest, most important show coming up and i'm fairly confident. ive really got nothing else going on. I've just been working then coming home and resting for the next day of work. its all good though.

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I've been away for a while, now i'm back. getting things in order took longer than i thought. my life was never really complicated to begin with, but now, any thing remotely intricate has been removed. All sources of sadness have been removed (she might come back though, but i am now prepared.) just need to find a better source of (more) income and then...
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I've been wroking my ass off lately. Lifting and moving heavy, dirty, old parts in the warehouse. At times it can be horribly unfulfilling but very relaxing at others. There's a chance I could go permanent and be forced to walk away from the film industry. The steady hours of the warehouse are desireable but it's not what i want to do. When the time...
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well the employment issue is working itself out. i'm doing manual labor in a warehouse full of aircraft parts, that hold me over for a while. and im about to get my car back, i hope, and i still feel good about everything. i hope i dont get kicked in the balls anytime soon. rock on.

til next time,
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last week i mentioned how i was feeling great and had everything all figured out. this week i seem to have discovered that i dont have much going for me. im pretty close to losing my employment, my car is still fucked up after almost two months, asking for rides is starting to put stress on my friends, i have a serious lack of people...
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i don't know what brought this on, but I feel like I've got everything figured out. I think I'm to terms with everything I need to be to terms with. All the skeletons in my closet appear to be gone. They could've just been moved and I'll stumble upon them later, but for now, I feel content. take care everyone.

til next time,
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i could be out of work very soon. but no worries, i'm getting tired of that job anyway. I like carlsberg beer. I'm going to see a show tonight, there's a good chance an old friend that wasn't to happy with me will be there as well.

check out this old journal for more info

stay tuned to see what happens.

til next time,
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