desormais

last night i had a dream that i was in bed watching tv, and all of a sudden i fell asleep for about 2 hours or so.

fine and dandy, i napped early (right before bed). no harm, just take my usual sleeping pills and go back to sleep. except...it seemed like it never came. i remember lying on my side, listening to the tv, watching the clock. it wasn't until i noticed the clock said 1AM did i get frustrated, turn the tv off, and roll over on my side. less than a blink later, it was 3AM. also, how i said the tv was on? i remember it was some anime on adult swim. yet, when i woke up, it was on the history channel, most likely whatever i was watching around 9pm

so, bear with me. i actually fell asleep around 9 pm (after my nap), and then had a dream i was still awake. OR i blacked out a few times in between, hence the time jumping around.

this is...just...what the FUCK. sigh.

also, i posted this on mercie's blog but it deserves more attention.
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