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desormais

Millersville, MD

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Tuesday Dec 01, 2009

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even though i had a blackout yesterday (well, a seizure, whatever you call an epileptic episode), i totally had a flash of me and DownedCity speaking. it's weird. let me try to explain...whenever i black out, i can see really quick flashes that seem dreamlike. only the main difference is...well, they're not dreams, they actually happen; they're interspersed with actual (waking) dreams, so my world is completely fucked up. surreality at its finest, really.

for example, because mercie and i talk all the time (and she called me right before i went back to sleep) i had some sort of quick flash of us out somewhere, maybe at a tattoo shop. fortunately i locked myself in my room, because last time i had an episode like that, i woke up with clavicle piercings (that are PAINFULLY rejecting) and a flat tire on my car.

god this is fucked. at least at the moment i have a phoebe kitty on my lap.

downedcity:
lol wait, you had a flash of ME, then you said SHE called me right before i went back to sleep? well are they getting less often at least?
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