thanks for the support...i just wish i could really convey any sort of coherent thoughts on all of this.
every day i wake up, i remember less about the past. the last clear memory i have is of the alkaline trio show in may. then nothingness...then passing out at work and being sent home sometime in july. then the 24 eeg at the end of august...then getting coffee with mercie before she moved. and then...nothing. days go by that i don't notice. i can't find words to express anything anymore. i'm devolving.
this is an absolute nightmare. i wish for a swift death.
every day i wake up, i remember less about the past. the last clear memory i have is of the alkaline trio show in may. then nothingness...then passing out at work and being sent home sometime in july. then the 24 eeg at the end of august...then getting coffee with mercie before she moved. and then...nothing. days go by that i don't notice. i can't find words to express anything anymore. i'm devolving.
this is an absolute nightmare. i wish for a swift death.
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mercie:
don't be insane. just wait for your medication to take hold. you're going to do this and you're going to come out of it gorgeous and wonderous like the mister i met 5 years ago. ♥
downedcity:
mercie is totally right.