desormais

Yesterday/last night/right now, I am fully conscious and aware of my surroundings.

i make note of this because this is the first time in about a week that i've been able to say that. that's kinda sad.

it's been fucking crazy, though. apparently i went on some insane adventures. and apparently i'd be pretty damn embarrassed if i had to view myself freaking out about dumb shit like i supposedly did.