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desormais

Millersville, MD

Member Since 2009

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Saturday Apr 04, 2009

Apr 4, 2009
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someone convince me why i shouldn't put a bullet in my brain.
mercie, you would lose a friend but also lose an enemy at times; someone who constantly contests you.
my friends have mostly abandoned me, or i have abandoned them due to my social phobia and general laziness.
i am unattractive and have ruined every single relationship i've been in, justified or not. i will never be happy, because my brain will not allow me to be so.

even my medications just give me vertigo and irreparable brain damage.

on top of all of this, tons of people have these problems, yet carry on. i'm reaching a point, yet again, where i'm not sure i can continue. exactly a month from tuesday i won't be on this site anymore, and most of you will forget me anyway. i am selfish and broken, as she says. as others have as well.

i miss happy memories.
at least those were nice for the time being.
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caralee:
why, you say?
because we are all silver and sun drunk, silly.
this ambientfolk pack is taking 10 hundred million years to download
i really want to know what 'The Moon Lay Hidden Beneath A Cloud' is all about, ya dig?
you must live long enough so i may share mystery torrents with someone appreciative!!!!!!!!
Apr 4, 2009
zoos:
*hugs*
Apr 4, 2009

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