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the vampire sq-quid!
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my wishlisht SHOULD be working; not that it matters. if not, tell me otherwise.
haven't been here. been really sick. still, actually. how is everyone.
also, i should bring it to your attention that i won't be here much longer. unless convinced otherwise, my account expires may 7th (i think.) i know that mercie probably isn't losing sleep over it, although i know for all the bad i've caused i like to think that i brought (some) good.
i am, however, watching pride and prejudice. the one with kiera knightley. (i think it's her anyway) but don't call for my testicles just yet -- it's on oxygen. AND i saw it in theaters with my (then) first "real" girlfriend that lasted over 3 months. its combination of wonderful set pieces, my hopeless romanticism finding a home on screen and within the nurturing of what would soon be a deteriorating love...i can't help but adore this movie, for all the pain associated with it.
but that's pretty much everything these days.
memory and pain. tolerance to mood changing drugs and thoughts of eternal demise and damnation.
i wish i wasn't dragging my feet. i shouldn't have waited for her. i should've taken the internship last summer and pursued my real love of scientific research...i took a releastic approach at least, but my life is ALL "what ifs." mercie showing me pictures of scene girls just reminds me of that girl that forever tore my heart out 2200 miles away. i can't even type her name anymore. just typing that sentence makes me tear up.
so, yeah, i'm a mess. none of that was relevant or necessary; for that i apologize.
....but yes. how is everyone?
the vampire sq-quid!
la vammmppiirrreee
my wishlisht SHOULD be working; not that it matters. if not, tell me otherwise.
haven't been here. been really sick. still, actually. how is everyone.
also, i should bring it to your attention that i won't be here much longer. unless convinced otherwise, my account expires may 7th (i think.) i know that mercie probably isn't losing sleep over it, although i know for all the bad i've caused i like to think that i brought (some) good.
i am, however, watching pride and prejudice. the one with kiera knightley. (i think it's her anyway) but don't call for my testicles just yet -- it's on oxygen. AND i saw it in theaters with my (then) first "real" girlfriend that lasted over 3 months. its combination of wonderful set pieces, my hopeless romanticism finding a home on screen and within the nurturing of what would soon be a deteriorating love...i can't help but adore this movie, for all the pain associated with it.
but that's pretty much everything these days.
memory and pain. tolerance to mood changing drugs and thoughts of eternal demise and damnation.
i wish i wasn't dragging my feet. i shouldn't have waited for her. i should've taken the internship last summer and pursued my real love of scientific research...i took a releastic approach at least, but my life is ALL "what ifs." mercie showing me pictures of scene girls just reminds me of that girl that forever tore my heart out 2200 miles away. i can't even type her name anymore. just typing that sentence makes me tear up.
so, yeah, i'm a mess. none of that was relevant or necessary; for that i apologize.
....but yes. how is everyone?
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it's one of my favorite movies of all time.
every time i cry. );
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