i sleep through my alarm and go to work late. i go to sleep an hour after coming home. i wake up at almost midnight. and now i'm again about to go to sleep.
fuck. what is wrong with me. the pain has dulled by every inch of me aches. it's painful to breathe, to walk, to eat.
and i have insurance, but i know they won't cover it. they still haven't paid bills accrued months ago. i'm fucked.
i may have mono. maybe lupus. something else. i might seriously be dying.
fuck. why is this happening to me? was my own personal suffering not enough to atone for my sins?
does the universe hate me that much?
fuck. what is wrong with me. the pain has dulled by every inch of me aches. it's painful to breathe, to walk, to eat.
and i have insurance, but i know they won't cover it. they still haven't paid bills accrued months ago. i'm fucked.
i may have mono. maybe lupus. something else. i might seriously be dying.
fuck. why is this happening to me? was my own personal suffering not enough to atone for my sins?
does the universe hate me that much?
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Take better care of yourself, goddamn it.