desormais

i slept for about 19 hours today. my body feels like it got hit by a truck. i might have to go to the hospital for the 3rd time in 4 months.

what the fuck is wrong with me?

i'm broken physically and mentally...ugh.no wonder i'm treated like a leper by everyone.

edit: jesus, i may have lupus or something else due to my pleurisy. oh god...oh god..