desormais

it is windy as fuck outside. and warm. it's so beautiful.

i had a dream done in rock opera form. i shit you not. i blame this on mercie making me watch repo a few days (weeks?) ago. except none of their songs or characters were involved. it was me and my family, encompassed my entire life...as in, we left from our old house in p.g. county in our old stationwagon to come here. some sort of storm occurred, there was some rock band drumming against an asshole employee of some mega walmart bestbuy for some reason....

none of the events had any serious memories attached to them, it's like random slices of day were picked and woven together and then my brain improvised pseudo-songs to go to it. it was by the far the most bizarre thing i've bore witness to. and trust me, i have some incredibly weird dreams. at least this one i didn't have to wake up screaming and crying from.

for some reason i woke up thinking "at least he could get over her." (in my dream my father got over some other woman...he's never had any other wives as far as i know.)

now i have alkaline trio - "this is getting over you" stuck in my head. if only. if only.