I'm still updating the boat...just added carpets, and ready to lay the tile by hand by maaw.

as for other things, i'm still in the home town which sucks, but ready for the bf to make his move and invite me.



really its not just that though...it a missing piece I didn't notice till I had kids. scary enough, huh?




K, well.

(obviously a little...
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A little off topic...
okay really off topic. somthing seems to be sticking in my mind this week.
I've heard from 3 different sources this week, not excactly addressed to me, but about me none the less.
'She's just letting her voice go to waste!'
and then a response to deepen the blow, 'Yes, I remember!' with a pittiful look that follows.

May I just...
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hey all. sorry for my nonexistant entries, or better yet my attendance to the site therefore lacking. I have been preoccupied with spring cleaning, assembling funiture, and speending bu-coos ( not sure on the spelling read it as it's spelled. ) on the later touches of my boat.
I racked up a whoping bill at Lowes of over 3000 dollars this weekend. I bet love...
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Well, this has been an odd weekend, and a sad way to start out a new one as well.

I had a good weekend with Twizz, and his son. I didn't have my own kids all weekend, but I was not kidless. His son, mind you isn't a big chicken like mine are, so we got to at least go see the new 'silent hill'....
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This weekend went by really fast, but not quiet as fast as the few days I got to spend with my Twizzler. Time does seem to be flying these days, but they always do once it warms up, and Natasha ( that's my real name BTW) is more the real 'Tash' inside and out. I'm not sure what it is about the winter monthes...
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I made another drunken entry last night. Sorry to all who read it. I didn't even rermber writing it. Damn that 100proof booze!


In anycase, no news is good news, right?

krama is gone, believierelives.
dreams comesoom, too live too live,
Live relives to dreaams, as do live to seem, bt reakm to life, as to really live.

I feel as tougth, I stand alone. strong. Indipendent,as all my own...

Nikon tagged me. But, being an odd breed, I am happy to be tagged, so I have something to update with.

#1-Seven things to do before I die....
-grow up. lol
-finish college.
-save a life or two.
-raise well mannered,outstanding young men, who will take care of me when I'm old and wrinkled.
-own my own piece of earth.
-travel to an Eastern continent....
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So. In retrospect, alot has happened this year so far.

I quit my job. January 6th, to be exact. I was becoming so stressed, that I was even yelling at my children at home more, and more often. Boss lady was constantly pumping me for personal info on other employees, which I never fell for. I had became a marter for the mistakes happening around...
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just something fun. Catch ups tomorrow.
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