dempsey

Fortunately or unfortunately, I have. There's two remaining stressful situations that I don't want to get out of (the job, for instance, is good money and a good opportunity in a lot of important ways). I'm trying to make these situations less stressful right now. Which, in itself, leads to a certain amount of extra stress. Neither is a great situation at the moment, and it's taking a hell of a lot of work to get it to a point where it's better. Which...ugh. I just hope it won't kill me in the process. Cause that'd A) prove me wrong about being worth it and B) it'd be a big ol' bummer.

If it was just money, yeah. But I work with people who're like family to me, I get to travel a lot, get to do exciting things (maybe not day-to-day yet, but I'm laying the groundwork for that) and generally I know I'm helping people both inside and out of the company. The day-to-day is just a bit numbing at times.