I recently came to the realization that I'm gay. I had been dating this one girl since Oct 2002 and asked her to marry me about 9 years ago, but I really can't lie to her, you all, or myself anymore. Today I realized that I really want to suck dick. I want to feel some man's big ass cock in my mouth. I don't care what anyone thinks about this. I hope you are all ok with it. Let me know what you think...