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I know no ones going to read this or care but how could I have been so dumb and blind to see it, how could I ever thought this was going to work
sorchablue:
I don't know what didn't work out, but I have certainly had those thoughts before about things. I hope things take a turn for the better.
spitfire:
Everything happens for a reason so we can learn from them
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I recently came to the realization that I'm gay. I had been dating this one girl since Oct 2002 and asked her to marry me about 9 years ago, but I really can't lie to her, you all, or myself anymore. Today I realized that I really want to suck dick. I want to feel some man's big ass cock in my...
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nice guys finish last, then i must be in last place most of the time with woman cause either i cant get my shit together or some how the universe is against the both of us. but i dont understand, if im nice i fall into that friend zone , which is not bad but that kinda kills the idea for a relationship, i just dont...
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crimsonpetals:
You can be nice but aggressive at the same time, has nothing to do with being an arse. Confidence, it's attractive smile Nice guys don't finish last, nice guys that don't know how to take the bull by the balls and will fuck anything that moves finish last lol
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i am going to take my own advice and stop trying so hard to talk to people and make plans and what not, everything falls through or i dont even hear from them at all, either online or offline. so here's to change.smile
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sechenie:
I hope things start working better with the new plan smile
mirima:
I'm sorry if I've been distant lately. But, I'm still here to talk if you want me.
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i had a dream last night that i met death. he said it was time for me to go... i didnt fight this time. i have made so many mistakes in my life. i've missed opprotunites and disreguarded people that were only trying to look out for my nest intrests. i let certain people in that were only interested in the life style that...
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hellkitten:
Everybody's messed up. I have, over and over again. The good thing about life, though, is that it's never too late to reinvent yourself and make a new start.
mirima:
I agree with hellkitten....I continue to reinvent myself, and rediscover myself. I will never be perfect, but its a long hard road to finding myself, and being the person I truly want to be. Life is a struggle...but I don't think its worth giving up on yourself. Just think about all the things you'd be missing...all the wonderful things you have not yet discovered? Life is a ride...you mind as well enjoy it while you can.
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life wont stop for anyone or slow down even a little. so you have to make the choice if youre going to keep up with it or lay down and die
mirima:
I hope you'll keep up with it. You're the strongest person I know.
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I sit down to enjoy a meal of utter defeat, as I sip from shattered wine glasses filled with the tears of the departed, trying to quench my thirst for reality and the fact that there are people among us that actually strive for emotional conception. Being reborn is a falsie among the peons that we call humans. Looking down at my cracked plate I...
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mirima:
It seems like you don't have a lot of faith in humanity, or even in yourself. But I like how poetically this flowed. Nice job, expressing your emotions in such a way.
_smurfzilla_:
people are people hun. all you can do is be the best you that you can be and make the conscious decision to allow positive influences into your life. some people just suck. i ignore them. theyre not worth my time or effort. theyre not going to bring me down.
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Its only a matter of time before i shut down again and receed back into my hole that i call my mind. I can't seem to not screw things up. i think i'm just gonna give up and let whatever's trying to run after me, catch me and devour my into oblivion. i'm just at a point of where everything i...
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mirima:
Hey, don't throw me into that category. You haven't upset me, and as far as I'm concerned you haven't done anything wrong. You do the best you can, and that's all you can do. You can't carry the weight of the world on your shoulders, and you can't please everyone. All you can do is do what's best for you, and the rest will come. Keep your chin up, I know how you feel, but as much as it feels like its best for us, we can't give up. We have to keep fighting for the one person in our lives who is most important, ourselves. I'm here to talk, and I always will be. You haven't chased me away.
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Walking into this shelter I now call a home,
I look around and see past memories
All happy times in my life, my achievements and my failures
All the things that have made me the person I am today
Once I hated the thought of moving and being in a different location
I fought it with every fiber of my being
Still here I sit...
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mirima:
We need to work on your self esteem....you know, I'm always available to talk and bounce ideas off of. And I'm always around...I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me.
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In the background

I am there when you need me to help out
I am there when you need a shoulder to cry on
I am there when you need to vent

I have accepted the fact that I can no longer step into the light
And be seen as a fully formed entity
I will forever be in the background
And in the shadows...
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mirima:
I don't like this darkness you have inside of you. I wish you would step into the light, and show yourself to me. I want to see you, I want to know you. I desperately want to hear what you have to say. You have so much to offer...I long to know you.