well, let's see...i've got a headache right now, and my back hurts.
last night i hung out with this guy i met off of myspace named Jason...he seemed real nice and stuff and i was dying to have some company...
i met him at the grocery store by my house. he drives a '65 mustang. hehe...
we went back to my house and watched Death To Smoochie... after that was over he kept trying to hang all over me... we talked for a long time about all sorts of things, and i think we'd get along great as pals...but he started holding my hand and touching me and stuff and i was really uncomfortable...but of course i didn't say anything...didn't know what to say...
so eventually, at fucking 5:30am, after at least an hour of hinting, i got him to go home... i was fucking tired and i just wasn't comfortable anymore...i walk him out and he goes for a hug so i hug him...when i pull out of the hug, he goes in to kiss me....i kiss him back for a second and realize that i feel nothing romantic whatsoever towards him, and just wasn't at all into it....so i stop and tell him that this was way too much too fast..blah blah blah...more hugging. keeps saying that he doesn't want to let me go...pulls me towards his car "come with me"..."um..no.."...this goes on for about a minute. ugh.
he just keep fucking hugging me...so i try the whole, "you dont know me, i'm really a fucking wreck and no fun to be with" routine...."it doesn't matter how much you know about someone, it just matters how you feel around them"
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooo!
this is not what i wanted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am not feeling this guy at all.
very nice guy, fun to talk to...but i have zero interest in him.
why the fuck does this happen to me?
i need to be more careful about what i wish for!
i want a boyfriend, i keep wishing that i'd meet someone who was into me and wanted to date...but yeah, maybe i should have thrown in there that i'd have to dig him in return!!!!
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
in other news. i may be hanging out with someone else from myspace... yeah i'm bringing my pepper spray this time...but still, i'm so desperate for company that i've resorted to fucking myspace...this other guy does not come off nearly as clingy or stuck on an ex-girlfriend like this one. blech.
and my little brother's birthday is on sunday. i asked for it off, so hopefully i got it. to have a sunday off, my god that'll be a miracle.
last night i hung out with this guy i met off of myspace named Jason...he seemed real nice and stuff and i was dying to have some company...
i met him at the grocery store by my house. he drives a '65 mustang. hehe...
we went back to my house and watched Death To Smoochie... after that was over he kept trying to hang all over me... we talked for a long time about all sorts of things, and i think we'd get along great as pals...but he started holding my hand and touching me and stuff and i was really uncomfortable...but of course i didn't say anything...didn't know what to say...
so eventually, at fucking 5:30am, after at least an hour of hinting, i got him to go home... i was fucking tired and i just wasn't comfortable anymore...i walk him out and he goes for a hug so i hug him...when i pull out of the hug, he goes in to kiss me....i kiss him back for a second and realize that i feel nothing romantic whatsoever towards him, and just wasn't at all into it....so i stop and tell him that this was way too much too fast..blah blah blah...more hugging. keeps saying that he doesn't want to let me go...pulls me towards his car "come with me"..."um..no.."...this goes on for about a minute. ugh.
he just keep fucking hugging me...so i try the whole, "you dont know me, i'm really a fucking wreck and no fun to be with" routine...."it doesn't matter how much you know about someone, it just matters how you feel around them"
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooo!
this is not what i wanted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am not feeling this guy at all.
very nice guy, fun to talk to...but i have zero interest in him.
why the fuck does this happen to me?
i need to be more careful about what i wish for!
i want a boyfriend, i keep wishing that i'd meet someone who was into me and wanted to date...but yeah, maybe i should have thrown in there that i'd have to dig him in return!!!!
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
in other news. i may be hanging out with someone else from myspace... yeah i'm bringing my pepper spray this time...but still, i'm so desperate for company that i've resorted to fucking myspace...this other guy does not come off nearly as clingy or stuck on an ex-girlfriend like this one. blech.
and my little brother's birthday is on sunday. i asked for it off, so hopefully i got it. to have a sunday off, my god that'll be a miracle.
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pleas b carefull, there are a lot of fucked up people out there.(bring mace next time). And there are other ways to date. You seem like a nice and clever girl. take control first and be dominant. you can be submisive later.
x buzz
I've had shitty luck dating, too...I might tell you about it if we are ever sitting around drinkin' beer together sometime.... Yeah. I pretty much gave up dating for now. I figure if I meet someone it will happen naturally...and they will care for me as much as I care for them ( not this lopsided relationship shit!)
Good luck with your next date. Definitely take buzzgringo's advice. Lots and LOTS of MACE.... or better yet make it a double date!
Be Safe!
Gray