in less than 21 hours I turn 30. I was at my friends 30th birthday two weekends ago knowing my birthday was next and I didn't feel anxious about my turning 30 then now I am starting to. I am not sure why I feel this way. I know nothing is going to change just because I am a year older but every year I start to feel nervous around my birthday. This year I am even more anxious than other years I think it is because not only am I turning 30 but I am turning 30 on the 30th so my friends are making a bigger deal out of it. Hopefully I will feel better after my birthday has come and gone.
ardour:
I remember I felt this way when I turned 20, and looking back now I don't see why I cared. I think you'll think the same about this sooner or later.