My Birthday has come and gone. Thanks to all those who msged me here. Sent me Private PMs. Via AIM, Facebook.
Many have asked what did I do for my Birthday, honestly nothing. My car has a bad axle and I just am worried about driving it so i didn't get my steak dinner and i didn't meet my friends for dinner at all. Been staying in alot. I missed a dinner and a event in NYC, partly because of my knee but mostly..being very anti-social lately. No phone calls(don't get much anyway)texting etc. I did have lunch yesterday with my nephew down at rutgers....I miss college some days.
Its funny I still haven't been out to an event or traveling since the surgery. Speaking of that, of course If i go on STD(Short Term Disability)I can either go on pay or unpaid leave. So I gotta look into that, but I'm bored anyway and I'm looking forward to going back to work in December.
A few things, Thanks to oryon i submitted to MTVs True Life: Fan Boy, they liked the initial email and sent me a questionaire and want me to do that and make a 3 minute video, my thing is...Maybe i shouldn't do it because I will come off as a stereotypical fan boy, last thing I need in life is that right now...I dont know, it could be fun...who knows...should I do it?
New Trek trailer....we shall see how it goes.
Speaking of Anniversaries
Always drama on SG, whether myself and the epitomy of what I hate about her...and thus people in general...or drama involved with people I know on the site...can we just get along? huh? can we? huh?
Also, i've been very reflective these last few weeks. you should never begrudge people their happiness. True, and it sucks when everyone thinks thats why you are angry with them when in fact its what they said to you in those last few defining moments of conversation that made you question everything you are as a person.
To hear someone you went to college with has their PHD now and your still writing your damn opus...WHAT DA HELL... Getting too old to just be a fuckup...Its getting old very fast. gotta pull myself by the bootstraps and do it.
Many have asked what did I do for my Birthday, honestly nothing. My car has a bad axle and I just am worried about driving it so i didn't get my steak dinner and i didn't meet my friends for dinner at all. Been staying in alot. I missed a dinner and a event in NYC, partly because of my knee but mostly..being very anti-social lately. No phone calls(don't get much anyway)texting etc. I did have lunch yesterday with my nephew down at rutgers....I miss college some days.
Its funny I still haven't been out to an event or traveling since the surgery. Speaking of that, of course If i go on STD(Short Term Disability)I can either go on pay or unpaid leave. So I gotta look into that, but I'm bored anyway and I'm looking forward to going back to work in December.
A few things, Thanks to oryon i submitted to MTVs True Life: Fan Boy, they liked the initial email and sent me a questionaire and want me to do that and make a 3 minute video, my thing is...Maybe i shouldn't do it because I will come off as a stereotypical fan boy, last thing I need in life is that right now...I dont know, it could be fun...who knows...should I do it?
New Trek trailer....we shall see how it goes.
Speaking of Anniversaries
Always drama on SG, whether myself and the epitomy of what I hate about her...and thus people in general...or drama involved with people I know on the site...can we just get along? huh? can we? huh?
Also, i've been very reflective these last few weeks. you should never begrudge people their happiness. True, and it sucks when everyone thinks thats why you are angry with them when in fact its what they said to you in those last few defining moments of conversation that made you question everything you are as a person.
To hear someone you went to college with has their PHD now and your still writing your damn opus...WHAT DA HELL... Getting too old to just be a fuckup...Its getting old very fast. gotta pull myself by the bootstraps and do it.
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