Well this is just fucking great im stuck in yuma until friday its to long theres nothing to do here and im not going to be doing shit at work so were just wasting time here till friday and it sucks at least iknow ill be back in cali for the weekend im going to have to head down to sandiego and cause some trouble...
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falias:
yeah kick my marines ass 
well its been a while since i updated this now hasnt it well there nota whole lot going on. Ivce spent the last month or so in yuma arizona hotter than balls here its been fun but cant wait to get back to camp pendelton in two weeks. other than that theres not much going on other than my life being fucked up but that...
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well ive come back to this place again only it seems a little darker now or maybe its just me and the depression ive been in for so long is now beginning to make avery thing seem less tangible.
I dont know all i know anymore is that i seriously fucking hate everything around me latly every little things seems to irritate me or set...
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I dont know all i know anymore is that i seriously fucking hate everything around me latly every little things seems to irritate me or set...
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waldo_____:
Around the time I did the Prozac & counselling thing, I found I would drive a lot more than normal. Learn your danger signs, don't drink/drug for the sake of it, and keep talking to people.
The other thing that worked for me was learning new stuff. Think about the things you were interested in five years ago and didn't follow up - maybe you should look at them again?
And one more thing: losing your dad sucks, and it takes a long time to adjust to. Don't beat yourself up, OK.
The other thing that worked for me was learning new stuff. Think about the things you were interested in five years ago and didn't follow up - maybe you should look at them again?
And one more thing: losing your dad sucks, and it takes a long time to adjust to. Don't beat yourself up, OK.
falias:
these days do suck but what ever its the way of figuring out life 
well its been a while since i updated this so here goes.
spent most of august at home on leave hada blast wish i could hav e stayed longer. got some buisness fuinished while i was home so thats realy good. got back to clifornia sunday night god it wasa long damn drive 2400 mile (remind me to never do that again.)
anyway not to...
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spent most of august at home on leave hada blast wish i could hav e stayed longer. got some buisness fuinished while i was home so thats realy good. got back to clifornia sunday night god it wasa long damn drive 2400 mile (remind me to never do that again.)
anyway not to...
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jholtsnider:
Lol! I remember them days... Enjoy 'em. Field days blow, but hanging out with Marines and going on libo is worth it. As is range time... and deployments... Damn, I feel like I'm recruiting myself... 
shewulf:
Yeah we decided not to get that house in montrose. first off they had the wrong picture up and we didnt like the house that was actually for sale. So we will continue to look.
Sunday night notto much going on here just sippin on a bottle of boones farm wine for all you jar heads youll reconize that but in truth thats what im actually doing tonight sittin here sippin on the wine and reading journals and updating my own. since im on leave rightnow ive got nothing but time on my hands so i am sitting here playing...
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Well ive been back in the states for about three weeks now thanks god. not to much has happened sincei got back otherthan going on leave for most of august. finlay got a car after 2 years without one it feels great to be ablet o just up and go when ever i please. anyway not much else to say so everyone out there in...
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jholtsnider:
Would have got back to you sooner, but I was watching my little sisters for the weekend, while my parents were away.
Glad you're enjoying the States... it's always a shock/relief to be back...
Glad you're enjoying the States... it's always a shock/relief to be back...
Well i finaly made it back to the united states on the 13th of july and im just now getting back on the net just figured id let everyone know that im home finaly
jholtsnider:
congrats. welcome back.
jholtsnider:
Btw, you should join SG Military.
sweet mother of all that is good im finaly getting off this godforsaken rock called okinawa. I finaly fly home on july 13 next tues day its great now if only i hada good looking lady back home waiting ofr me to return but alass my romantic life doesnt seem to work that way
Peace
Peace
shewulf:
thats good that you get to go home finally.
fuck me fuck me fuck me. its almost time to get off this rock and go home i cant fucking wait its been seven months of hell
ps. the first six words are both a statement and an invitation to all the ladies out there who like the 20+ year old virgin types like me
ps. the first six words are both a statement and an invitation to all the ladies out there who like the 20+ year old virgin types like me
shewulf:
Invintation to fuck you eh? Its too bad i'm engaged.
Well happy birthday to me 21 finaly now i can do legaly what ive been doing all these years. not much new here just put in the paper work fora new car will know if the financing went through on tuesday im hopen and prayin that it goes through cause i need this car its been 2 years since i had one im sick of...
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