well ive come back to this place again only it seems a little darker now or maybe its just me and the depression ive been in for so long is now beginning to make avery thing seem less tangible.
I dont know all i know anymore is that i seriously fucking hate everything around me latly every little things seems to irritate me or set me off. I seem to no longer enjoy the things i used to and honestly i dont think i enjoy anything anymore i used to love to beable to just hang out with my friends after work but now i dont even care to do that anymore. I dont even seem to enjoyy the taste of alchohol like i used to it just doesnt do anything for me anymore yeah im sure if i were to drink enough of it it would still get me drunk but i dont seem to care enough to do it. fuck i dont know anymore i just wish there was some way to get me out of this darkness.
may your days be brighter than mine
Eric Chase
I dont know all i know anymore is that i seriously fucking hate everything around me latly every little things seems to irritate me or set me off. I seem to no longer enjoy the things i used to and honestly i dont think i enjoy anything anymore i used to love to beable to just hang out with my friends after work but now i dont even care to do that anymore. I dont even seem to enjoyy the taste of alchohol like i used to it just doesnt do anything for me anymore yeah im sure if i were to drink enough of it it would still get me drunk but i dont seem to care enough to do it. fuck i dont know anymore i just wish there was some way to get me out of this darkness.
may your days be brighter than mine
Eric Chase
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The other thing that worked for me was learning new stuff. Think about the things you were interested in five years ago and didn't follow up - maybe you should look at them again?
And one more thing: losing your dad sucks, and it takes a long time to adjust to. Don't beat yourself up, OK.