i went to get dressed last night and put on my favorite jeans...the ones that have always fit me best and they would barely button. this depressed me so much. im not happy being my size but i was just happy i'd maintained the same size for the past couple years and now ive officially gained weight. i was okay (not happy, but okay) with the way i looked before now i just feel so disgusting. i really really wanna lose weight. ive tried so mnay times with no progress and last night i decided i'm gonna start eating better and going for walks. well i woke up to crappy rainy weather (and the news says it will be this way for a few days) and i realized i dont have the money to eat better. i'm so broke. i put together a list of healthier things i want to buy to eat but at this time, i just cant afford it. im living on ramen and bread. so im getting so down. i just dont know where to start.
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